To afraid
To be me
Because I know that when you figure out
this puzzle of a girl
You'll leave

You're the closet to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now*

Wrapped up in your arms
This is the closet to heaven that I'll ever get
In this world of yours
All I can think                    Breath
is you
All I ever want is this beautiful boy

I don't want to go home right now
Just another minute
Because we both know
That in the morning
Everything will be different

I'll be desperate for that closeness to heaven
So please
Let me stay will you
a moment more

I'm just trying to survive
In this big wide sea
Without a paddle
Without a boat
And without you

Why are you here
Why did I let you in
When I'm so broken
I can't tell the peices apart

Why are you still here
When I'm so broken
My peices don't fit together anymore
And I don't think they ever will
So why are you here when I'm so broken

I'm miserable at best
Isn't funny
That no one knows
No one sees how miserable I am

I've got a tsunami
In my head
And no one knows

Aren't I doing a phenomenal job
Of ******* up my life
Of throwing everything anything
I had
        could of had
out the window
like its nothing

I think I'm doing a phenomenal
Of wreaking everything
                                       except you

I dont want to wreak that perfect thing
They call you
You don't deserve it
                                    So I won't
Do a phenomenal job of wreaking you

Tell me how does it feel
To feel like this
To wake up wanting to **** yourself
And fall asleep crying
because thats such a horrible thing to want

Tell me how it feels
To be lied to
To have everything
Be a lie
And the only way to handle all of this
Is to continue to believe these **lies