He says,
I like the way your face looks
When you realize something's funny.
That split second just before you laugh,
And of course, I like the way your face looks
When you laugh, too.
I say,
I like the way your face looks.

I put walls up,
   not to keep people out,
      but to see who cares enough to knock them D
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It's just an embrace.
but when you think about it
it's not even that.
Its just two bodies
coming together
for warmth.

But today was the hottest day so far.

Something about the way
your arms fit perfectly around my back
or how my arms effortlessly rap around your shoulders
or how my head and your chin fit like puzzle pieces
makes me question
if it was really
just a hug

I was proud of you
But you ruined that
You promised you wouldn't change again
But you broke that
And it makes me wonder
What else you could break...
I made a habit of not blaming you
Of giving you an out
But that's done.
I'm to blame
You're to blame
Maybe everyone's to blame
But I don't care about everyone
I care about you
And I care about me
And I care about the fact that
Nothing will ever happen.

I would try everything
If not for the fact that it's too late.
So I won't bother
It would just be a waste of time.

What she knows is safe;
the warmth wraps her tight
in a blanket of smoke.

A brief moments escape
from terrorizing thoughts
eating away her heart.

Just 'cuz you don't see the tears,
doesn't mean I'm crying inside.
Just 'cuz  you don't see the scars,
doesn't mean that I'm not hurt.
Just 'cuz you don't hear the screams,
doesn't mean that I'm not in pain.
Just 'cuz you don't feel a beat,
doesn't mean that i don't have a heart.
And Just 'cuz you don't notice these things,
doesn't mean that I'm not a human being

I have written you so many letters,
That I will never send.

They tell you about the days we shared,
And the heart I had to lend.

Intricately weaving webs of passion,
Something I had to defend.

Because there were those awful moments,
Where I felt it was all pretend.

I wrote to you in earnest,
About the feelings I had.

If you read these letters,
I'd imagine you'd be mad.

You told me not to feel that way,
You told me not to fall.

I told you that it could happen,
You didn't believe me at all.

We were supposed to be platonic,
But something in me swayed.

Looking back, you were gaming,
It was how you smiled when you played.

You could never lie to me,
I could always see right through you.

In that moment you so gently kissed me,
I saw you falling too.

Now that it is over,
I write to you again.

About the love I had for you,
My handsome silly friend.

And how it fell apart,
How it began to bend.

Another letter I have wrote for you,
That I will never send.