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Dr O Dec 2015
The lack of color reflects light visibly
Darkness permeates my perception
All chaos combines into infinity
My mind becomes my invention

I am not a monster it whispers
Enslave my mind with the darkness and color
Let me see this fabricated world
For all the chaos it has to offer
Dr O Jul 2014
Hell inches closer to Earth each day
Or is it the other way around?
Just thinking about the world these days
Dr O Feb 2014
I feel the weight of a man
Weighing me down to the ground
The man looks awfully familiar
Cheekbones decorated with dry asphalt
Eyes of a former dead sergeant
Tears diluted with arterial blood
I look at him and I see myself
A future permeated by embarrassment
Perception embellished with infidelity
A mind truly absent of simplicity
A man who once sold his heart for his pride
Content living without a soul
As his pride remains intact
I feel the weight of a man
Weighing me down to the ground
And furthermore into my grave
The demon that awaits seems deceitful
But for what is deceit if things seem as they are?
There lies the ambiguity of demons

I just hope he isn't me.
Dr O Dec 2013
In the light of the new morning,
He opens his eyes,
The Devil gets his warning,
And the heavens start to cry.
She utters a quick prayer                
To always keep him safe
The Devil weeps in despair,
And a smile warps his face.

He was always quiet,
He was always kind,
At a young age the Devil tried to find,
But his mother’s prayer always declined.
One day she began to cough red,
The same day she breathed,
And the same breath she bled.
He clenched her on the bed,
She said her finals words and fled
The heavens began to dread,
The day the Devil would enter his head.

She looks beautiful walking down the aisle,
He greets her on the stand with a smile,
The priest begins the trial,
On Sunday the heavens sleep a while,
The Devil creeps out of denial.
She watches her son from above,
A tear rolls down her cheek,
She hears the Devil speak,
She tries to warn him,
But the heavens silence her screech.

The clock ticks,
He looks into its eyes,
His heart stops,
And the heavens start to cry.
He kisses her on the lips,        
He cries his tears of wine,  
The Devil feels fine,
Such an act must be sign.

He runs his fingers across the blade,
He looks into its eyes
He remembers his mother’s prayer
And his conscience begins to cry,
The tears of heaven begin to dry,
Like cancer it spreads across his mind,
While he begs the Devil to make him blind.


He looks all around,
His mind is deranged,
The Devil knew this was bound,
The heavens start to change.
He looks down at what could have been
He looks down at his biggest sin
The Devil only laughs,
While his world no longer spins

She comes home and it feels colder inside,
The man she loved has died,
And the Devil has taken his side.
She sees herself in the pool of red,
She sees it motionless on the bed,
She screams her scream of silent pain,
As the Devil slowly opens her vein

The wind is swooshing outside,  
His heart is the Devil and his conscience is the Eye,
He gets up, weak with age,
The Devil cries his tears of sage.
His life is slipping away,
He goes and lies down in his grave,
He covers himself in his own pain,
The heavens begin to obey,
All in all, in the Devil’s cave.
Dr O Sep 2014
Oh those beautiful stars that shine so bright
Give the forgotten light and the lovers delight
And make the darkness shimmer in the night
Only lay destruction and incinerating fright
When they strike Earth with all of their *might
Dr O Aug 2014
Something sinister to it
Something that makes me smile
Mirrors are hilarious
I see my face
I mean my mask
That is actually my real face
Bright shining smile
Pitch black eyes
Feels like home
People are scared of me
Why?
They don't know who I am
People only fear my face
I mean my mask
That is actually my real face
I don't know what I am
What am I?
During the day I am *****
During the night I am Gomorrah
I am disorder
I am asphyxiation
I am horror
To some I am an angel
To some I am a hero
Honestly
It just makes me laugh
The curtains open
I enter the scene
Humanity is broken
So there is no need to scream
I know no boundaries
I see no tears
Soon you will all be drowning
Because some angels can be very insincere
The most evil man ever?
Dr O Jan 2014
If you take my gun
You may as well take my rights
I have the right to bear arms
To protect my fortress
To defend my family
I will use everything
Machine guns
Shotguns
High-power rifles
Anything
So I can feel secure
Around bullets of death

3 people lie motionless
Blood seeping from shell wounds
In the middle of a crowded mall
12 people lay lifeless
Two years since their last death
In the middle of a movie theater
28 innocent souls lay empty
Most of whom couldn't understand
In the middle of a elementary school

What other people do with their weapons
Doesn't concern me
I will protect myself with my shotgun
My machine gun
My high-powered rifle
Maybe I'll teach my child how to shoot
So one day he can protect his family
With assault weapons

The victims of the crazed people
Those insignificant others
Are not dead by the shooters gun
But by the shooter's insanity
Those insignificant others
Were just poor, unlucky souls
Insignificant souls

When I get older
And not fit to live
I'm going to give my machine gun
My shotgun
To my son
So he can hold the fortress
And protect his family
From those insignificant others
Those poor, innocent souls
That will awake from the grave
That will trespass his property
That will look him in the eye
With the wounds from Sandy Hook
Aurora Movie Theater
Columbia Mall
Still viciously bleeding
And dare him to shoot again
To protect his cold-blooded ignorance

RIP Brianna Benlolo and Tyler Johnson
Drop all of your guns. Bullets are what **** people. Maybe one day when you're seeing a movie with your kids, you'll see gunfire from the same gun you say serves to protect.
Dr O Aug 2014
Glancing down a bridge in the outskirts of Heaven
The water seems dark
Not dark as in color
But dark as in deception
The meeting with his followers concluded
He walked out of his blazing inferno
He bribed the boatman with lavishes and riches
God overslept on Sunday morning
The golden river carried the Devil through Heaven
And into each one of our heads
As we took the Heaven that we live in
And turned it into nothing more than destruction
Don't underestimate demons
We have been deceived
And only the water knows
Something so beautiful into something so ugly......
Dr O Dec 2013
Cut to black
Muscles relax
You're walking down a road
She is next to you
You don't know where that road goes
But it doesn't matter
All that matters is her next to you
And you next to her
You are happy
And so is she
Cut to black
Muscles relax
Time is up
You lay in the night
Happiness fades
It was a lie all along
You lied to yourself
You lie to yourself every night
What makes you think you wont lie to others?
Wake Up.
The Devil is calling
And this time
He calls from heaven.
Dr O Aug 2014
I heard your voice again
For the first time in 2 years
And everything that I thought
Everything that I convinced myself
I had passed
The pain
The sorrow
The regret
The hatred
The love
Came rushing back
And stunned me
Like a cold bucket of ice
Against my burning skull
And my decaying mind
The beauty of your revenge
Mirrors the beauty of your smile
Because when ice strikes blood
And gashes the vein
It slowly melts
Into the wound itself
I should have known
That the strongest heart
Is not one that doesn't break
But one that doesn't pump

I'm so sorry.
Will you ever get out of my head?
Yes
Dr O Feb 2016
Yes
The reflection is my best friend
It has become my reality
The ultimate anti-universe
Showing us if there is a up
There must also be a down

The reflection puts me in another universe
I am now the observer
Of my ultimate anti-self
I am the ultimate third person view

Harsh sounds echo in the back noise
They die out with sinister
As the first note twingles my soul
The harmonies breath into the air
The notes match up with their partners
The protons meet with electrons
Equilibrium is reached
Peaceful sounds
Of a ****** story
Please don't you ****** me
Because I'm unprepared to die as you see
But today I drowned her
And now she is dead

Every note reaches my ear
I record everything
I can now hear everything
Equilibrium is reached

I murdered the girl I love you see
Because she would not marry me
Next day as I was a runnin' home
I met the sheriff standing at the door
He said young man come with me and go
Down to the banks of the ohio

— The End —