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Dr O Jan 2014
When I was six
I met a new friend in my dream
He taught me how to fear
The devil inside me

When I was nine
He appeared right before me
And taught me how to lie
With a smile across my face

When I was thirteen
He came to my front porch
And taught me *******
With as much pain as possible

When I was sixteen
I met the girl of my dreams
Who taught me how to love
With all the happiness in the world

When I was still alive
I introduced my love to my friend
And she ran away
But came back
With a friend of her own

When I was sent to hell
Along with my friend
She was already down there
Talking with her friend

At that point I knew
That we would get along great
But only in Hell
Where the Demons are friendly
Dr O Dec 2013
No.
Absolutely not.
I will not let you lie again
As when you do
You believe it as well
And live in your demise
There is no reason
For the Devil to send two to Hell
While the Lord can send one to heaven
As when you lie
I watch you with ambivalent remorse
But when you don't
I can almost call you me.
Dr O Dec 2013
25 years past
I can only hope
But strongly believe
That I will see you two again
As certain bonds are broken
Not by force but by plight
But I promise
25 years past
When the wolves howl at night
I shall arrive
With the sunshine bright
As certain bonds are broken
For good friends
But not for noble knights
Dr O Dec 2013
I have trouble understanding
How a man can adore himself so much
Walking in with his head held high
And his outward perceptions turned inferior
Forming questions with
A condescending tone
Only speaking his words
So he may talk about himself
His success
His happiness
His 'importance'
Daring to show off
The love he receives
But he does not understand,
That all the love comes from within,
As the man adores himself
And nobody adores him
But he does not understand,
As he finds himself perfect
And superior
But he does not know
That when he stops looking at the mirror
And looks around
That nobody will be there
To clean his worthless tears
And hold him through hell
Other than the mirror itself
That will one day fall off the wall
Shatter the glass all over the floor
So blood is drawn next time he walks
With his head held so high
Dr O Dec 2013
The remorse that I hold
Is only that of my own
As when I smile
I can't tell
Whether its me
Or my joyous demise
Or when I love
Whether its me
Or my guilty disguise
Every day
I try to find
The origin of my remorse
But I can't find it
It is mine
and it is lost
Some say the world will end in fire
Some say the devil isn't dead
But I would be glad to meet him
If he frees me from my dread
My own
lost
guilty
dread
Dr O Dec 2013
How do you help yourself
When you are lost
In your head
As there is no path to tread
Nor no stars to guide
Just the complexity
And the ambiguity
Of loneliness
Loneliness grows into fear
And fear grows into a parasite
Slowly consuming
Destroying compassion
Honesty
And Conscience
Until you are no longer lonely
But empty
In every way
Who do you confide in
When you are lost
and Hollow
Trying to reach for a hand
That will never pull you up
But rather push you farther down
Because they can't see you
Only through you
Right into the emptiness
To the victor goes the spoils
You can't find your way
If you're lost in the world you created
Because when the angels come down
They look for the living
Not the lost.
Dr O Dec 2013
Cut to black
Muscles relax
You're walking down a road
She is next to you
You don't know where that road goes
But it doesn't matter
All that matters is her next to you
And you next to her
You are happy
And so is she
Cut to black
Muscles relax
Time is up
You lay in the night
Happiness fades
It was a lie all along
You lied to yourself
You lie to yourself every night
What makes you think you wont lie to others?
Wake Up.
The Devil is calling
And this time
He calls from heaven.
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