Stepped into darkness
Walked off the pier
Fell into the abyss
Slid into the mere.
Was I lost or just being found
As I slid from the miry ground
Was all going to end
Or beginning once again?
Who knows I thought
As I flew into the mist.
When life hits me broadside
When a nose-dive I take
It might not be a choice
And not a mistake
Falling could be a handle
To access the well of life
When I get real thirsty
While I get super tired.
The answers are way up high
and way down below
When I cry in the night
And fly through the air
To places that are unknown
To where I don’t dare.
I might get some answers
and Maybe I’ll grow
It’s all of my journey
One day I will know.
Lift up from the slip
It’s just another step.
—
Slips

No in the morning!
No in the night!
And in case you were wondering
No afternoon delight.

Because once I got old
Now many years ago
Life got cold and
****** love had to go.

No matter what they say
No matter what you have been told
Once you have gotten old
There's nothing more to hold.

Dark thinking

Language is a sickness
Language is a cure
Language is a ****
Language is a *****

Language makes you feel good
Language makes you feel bad
Language makes you happy
Language makes you sad

Language creates a foul mood
Language is a disgusting food
Language brings some happiness
Language makes everything a mess

You have such a powerful tool
And its right there in your mouth
Will you let it go north
Or send it to the south?

Your Language is up to you
Use it well from now til you’re through
You tongue is a very very very
Long and never ending tool

Language will make people feel loved
Language will make people feel your hate
Language defines your character and mind
Language is what when I seek you I’d find

wow. sitting in the dark for hours imagines.
mm 31 mar 2014

Seeing you angry with someone
   Hurts me very badly
I wonder if you really as loving
   as I thought.

If you are suspicious
   that is hurtful, no matter who
It is directed
   Towards.

Do you really want to be liked
   Because of who you are?
Not because you look so
   Desirable and Beautiful

Decades of women trying to
   Make it that way.
Is all undone when you are so mean
   On the inside

If you are questioned about being
   Suspicious
But you really respond by saying
   "With good reason"

Sorry, but.
   There is not good reason for someone
To harbor a feeling of
    Suspicion.

Suspicion means - you don't forgive
   Suspicion means you harbor a grudge
Suspicion leaves no room for growth
   That means you are incapable of growth, too.

There is no good reason for suspicion.

Doing things you hate.
    For someone because you love them.
Is.
    How can I say it?

It is wicked stupid.

When you are married it's not called groping,
You are just a cruel idiot to call it groping.

It's ok
To love me
Because
I'm very far away
and you will
Never meet me.