With the past colliding with the present there's no telling what the future will hold only guessing of what was once written
A fragile vision of what's to come
Do we dream or do we share our fantasies with others
Only time is against us
In existence of so many questions

The meaning lost to all
Who don't search for any fulfilment yet revell in their misery
So blind to innocence
So struck by lies
No escape of the future
What's after forever still remains hidden in plain sight
Spreading emotions to our dispute of agitation will only destroy us from within
After forever we will be able to understand the existence of life

Waiting for a moment
An eternity
No matter how long I will surrender my heart to you
Take me to oblivion and back
And I'll always be there
Without a moment of time

Take me to a place I've always known
Take me to a house that reminds me of home
With you by my side
I'll never be alone

My unbound spirit feels the void
Of your emptiness
A moment in time recollected
By fading memories
A true failure of seeing what you can't explain
Standing without a conclusion
Set of into the vastness of the ocean and never return
For the past is not your future
Heavenly skies above you
Take what you can
And the rest will follow

With each day that I've wasted
I could've searched for myself
Now I'm all alone in the sea of sand
Like my empty heart I search for
A meaning yet with every turn
I become weaker

All I need is to see
To see where the path
Takes me
To be set free of my insecurities

With growing destain towards everyone I have now learned
That the company of myself is never enough
My vision lies ahead
Yet my heart stays
in the present
To overcome something I must
Acknowledge my faults
And set sail into the ocean
Wherever it may take me
I will overcome

In the morning light
I found myself staring
at your profound beauty
Your red hair turned golden
And your blue eyes took me
Some place else
Like a rose blooming wild
My heart took over me

Your lips soft and tender
Like a feather across my skin
I can feel your purity
Washing away my sin
I love you to death

The pain of separation
Will haunt me forever
Your blood still stains my vision
Your dead eyes looking down to my empty soul
Your body motionless
An abyss of death
How many tears to waste
Your grave hidden beneath
A veil of roses
As I write this elegy remember this
I will continue
Living as you where here
Another chance of life
Soon to be found

I never wanted
Taken by my loss of those
That where close to my heart
My conscious tore apart
With tears staining my future
Reconciliation is the door
For acknowledgment
Without this I will forever
Remain hidden in my tragedies

The answers that I've found
Are all the same
Yet more questions still remain
Of what could've been

Surrounded by ghosts of the past
They haunt me to this very day
Tugging at my strings
Leading to my heart
With no matter how many
Tragedies Face me
I will be reborn
I will be reborn