Sometimes I wish I could be my dog.
Sleeping on a pedestal and
Bathing in the rich sunlight.
Only worrying about the mail carrier.
Getting unconditional love from
Old and new faces.
Even if she stains  bleach white carpets,
Or breaks everything in sight.
She is always forgiven with a smile.
Why do humans treat dogs with more
Compassion than each other?

Being gullible is my only regret.
Worrying about you so much.
Constantly thinking about our last encounter.
I thought we were so happy.
Especially because you gazed at me with such kindness.
But then ignoring replaced love.
My sunny days were drenched by saddening storms,
And my smiling slowly slipped away.
Tears stain my favorite dress.
The flowery one you always loved.
Darkness brings me tissues
As the last remaining sunlight
Starts to fade away.

I ended your life.
I caused them pain.
What did I gain?
Nothing.
That is why I lay,
6 feet under with no one’s breathe to take.

I stole your heart.
Cut it in two.
I really hope.
They remember you.