My family is supposed to know me,
My family is there to understand me,
I need the trust from my family,
My family loves me unconditionally.

I love my family sincerely,
My family is sad and happy,
My family is full of strength,
My family is full of love,
I love my family a lot.

I always wanted a complete family,
My family is very important in my life,
My brothers and sisters are the world to me,
My parents are a bit strict towards us.

I love my family,
Family is fun and joy,
Family means everything to me,
Without them I wouldn't know what to do.

Adikaran 19/02/12

I just thought ,
How long is this rope?
I mumbled to myself,
It is so hard to calculate.

I have been thrown out,
many times in my life,
but I never took the enticement,
Neither as a fish in an ocean,
or as a fish in a lake .

I feel, I am a fish , in a fish bowl,
overlooking in the ocean or lake,
I feel this is my fantasy,
If you believe in dreams ,
you must believe in fantasy.

I also dream my self as a monster,  
in a rock house with full of mud lake.
Adikaran 19/02/12

I went to the animal park,
I saw a tiger, in the park,
I looked at his eye, and
I was scared and came off.

The tiger eye, it is scary eye,
Slowly the scariness disappeared,
As I was looking into the eye,
Tiger eye gave me strength,
Tiger eye gave me hope.

I felt very courageous and strong,
I think this tiger spell a cast on me,
With his eyes and made me brave.
when I opened my eyes I saw the tiger
Sitting next to me, in my bed.

This was my grandchild's big tiger,
which looks exactly like a real tiger,
Then I remembered, telling the story  
to my child about the heroic act,
of the tiger and I realized my dream.
Adikaran19/02/12

I am, a lone soul,
a lost girl in love,
I wanted to get out,
from my hidden sorrow.

My heart used to beat like a drum,
When you were around,
It died off when you left me,
Your eyes were so warm,
and it was sparkling,
when you looked at me.

Your lips were smooth & soft,
Filled with love and pleasure,
These thoughts are haunting me
Please take it away from me.

Inside me, the hurt is tangled up
I do not know what to do,
I am confused and unsure,
Of what to do, I am lost.

I sit in my solitude, and
Got silence as my companion,
Showing me, the right path.

You do not know me now,
I am not that girl you left
Instead, a strong, empty soul.


Adikaran 19/02/12

I just want something beautiful
to happen in my life,
I just want some changes
to take place in my life,
I know the changes are constant
and I do not fear of changes,
The things which I like would not
stay with me forever,
When life changes occurs,
I have choices to respond,
I can look at the changes
with despair and
Assume that things will be
worse for me or
I can look at the changes
with excitement and
Assume the things will be
better for me,
I am trying to find something beautiful
in my life,
I do not think the time will
wait for me or will leave
Behind me or take me
with the journey of my life.
I am tired of the emptiness
of my heart and wishing for
Something beautiful
to happen in my life,
I am trying to let go completely
of yesterday, from my life,
And I am trying to hold on to the
beautiful hope for tomorrow.
I really hope something beautiful
will happen in my life.

Adikaran 21/02/12

I sit in solitude,
I do not see anyone,
I do not hear anything,
I do not smell anything,

It is the silence I see,
I hear and talk to my divine,
And to my self in solitude.

In the evening ,
I sit in solitude,
I recall all my life events,
Of the day and reflect on.
All done in solitude,
and it gives me satisfaction.

The solitude gives you
Happiness, peace,
Love and bliss.
You are all alone in solitude,
The silence gives you,
Company in solitude.


Adikaran 21/02/12

I am the spirit,
Guarded in this body,
Your presence,
is always there in my soul,
The love expressed
Through your light.
Glows in my mind,  
And it gives me the joy,
You awaken me,
From deep inside,
And enable me,
To forget the sorrow,
You are my lord.
And I am always,
Keep you with me forever.


Adikaran 23/02/12

If I could live forever,
It will be a lonely life,
I may not be able to see or hear,
All my teeth will be replaced,
I may not be able to walk,
I will be dumped in one room.

I will be watching my family
And friends will grow older,
My grandchildren will grow
And become young adults.
The things in my house will be
Replaced with all new things.

I may even find my true love,
Then soon, he may die too.
Initially, it will be fun to live forever,
Then it becomes boring,
There will not be any one
To talk to you because
All of them will die before you.

I may watch the world developing,
I may become accustomed
With the suffering I see in the world,
Or I may see the compassion to the
Poor or those who in need or
I may see the selfish and greedy ones.

I may see the world will be united,
With love, peace and joy under one divine,
All the people in the world live in harmony.

It is the right time to think do you really
Want to live forever?


Adikaran 25/02/12.

Good wishes and pure intentions,
For others, act like sunlight.
Filtering into the dark corners
Of their mind and lightening their burden.
The atmosphere can easily become
Heavy as people share negative stories or hurts.
When I carry an attitude of good intentions
With me, it spreads in the atmosphere,
And creates harmony and light.
Today, let me create an atmosphere of
Lightness through my attitude.

Adikaran24/02/12