needed something to say before I go
and pass away for a few hours and ressurect the lover again

this ain't the time
to be slain by the tongued daggers from former friends
from the impressionable and the gullible
run, friend
to the warm nation I govern
where all is stable
and I fight on the daily
and maybe then you'll
see

i sing a love song for you

hey man

just came by to tell you that
everything that you hate
everything that you dislike
all the bad memories and evil people
fade away
you dont have to beat yourself up over it
or relive sad events
it wont solve anything

you're alive, aren't you?
remember that
for me
and for you

eyes sting
but not from sadness
but from reading and posting new status
from you, from them, from all the important matters

i'm just a tall boy
infatuated with blood knights and old toys
nothing too special about me
been through a girl or two and i can see
the firm belief
that you're not going to be giving me any grief
keep things simple friend, we've got the time
to avoid the overthink and read through the fine
lines that makes each other human and well
aint nobody been through this shell
or prevail with casting the spells of love on me
so you see that i will always be true
and from what i've garnered i know you will too

thought things would be different this time
that it all started to make sense
that the future had revealed itself

but it didnt

---

kendrick, 81's, pride, and ten hours
but really its been seventy two

if i could
could reach the end
there would be so many things i dont understand
if i could
could try again
we could be more than friends
the world we know will always change

good ****