Djs: Poems

855 · Jun 2013

Djs Jun 2013

He; who's as broken as can be
Justifies as one to ease me
Whose goal has always been to flee
He; whose life's shattered apart
Makes me look forward for a new start
Whose mind wanders from darkness to art
He; who with a deadly heart a stoic stare
Rescued me from a world of despair
Who stays emotionless to be fair
He; who was naive and truthful
Fixed me and thought I was beautiful
Who but classified the earth only as dull

Me; whom he trusted and loved on his own
Abandoned and sabbotaged and left him all alone
And for that I deserve to die within these stones

-djs

855 · Jun 2013

Writer's Block

Djs Jun 2013

Writer's Block

ink running low
callus on my fingers
my rhyme with no flow
frozen creativity
limited words
blank thoughts within me
writer's block
my common enemy
brainwork in a rock
my mind unable to function
stuck and lost
no motivation
it's not that i cannot write
or brainstorm or draw but
i simply just cannot think tonight

*-djs

829 · Jun 2013

Perhaps, I'm wrong

Djs Jun 2013

Perhaps, I'm wrong

One simply
Cannot
Fall in love

Just an illusion
Emotion
Craving for
Adoration

Is it a verb
No
One cannot
Perform love

It's a noun
A silly
Invisible
Object

Do people
Feel it
Some do
Others
Fake it

If it's only
A feeling
Why
Do we all
Want
It

Why
Do our
Lives
Depend
Massively on
It

When they say
Love
Is all you
Need
They're wrong

Aren't they?

They have to be
Wrong!

But
Your soft hands
That secure
Mine
Carefully,
Your hands say
The opposite

No
They must be
Wrong!

But
Your caring eyes
That sincerely
Blindly love,
Your eyes say
The opposite
Too

Maybe they're
Wrong?

And
Your carelessness
Unawareness
And all
That's funny
About you,
They say
The opposite

So maybe they're
Not wrong?

And
Every little bits
Every piece
And
Every reason
Why I admire
You,
They too
Say the opposite

Are they really
Wrong?

They can't be!

Maybe
They're right
Maybe
I myself
Had fallen too

And maybe
I do need love
I do desire
It

Maybe
I'm wrong.

*-djs

755 · Jun 2013

A scary place

Djs Jun 2013

A scary place

We're alone in our own minds
And that terrifies me
We don't share the same thoughts
Nor the same explanations
Our interpretation of things
Are all different
We create these ideas in our head
And so do others
And these ideas may be similar
Or not at all
So when I tell you
"That flower is beautiful"
You may have a different idea
Of beautiful
We're communicating with words
Not thoughts
And when you say
You love me
We may not have the same meaning
Nor reciprocate the same message
And that terrifies me

*-djs

726 · May 2013

school oh school

Djs May 2013

school oh school

i'm sitting in a class
it's full of trash
education shouldn't come in this mass
no freedom
no gaining wisdom
am i not allowed to be who i want to become
great lack of creativity
no sense of originality
the opposite of a fantasy
great stars with potential to shine
one by one getting declined
this is unacceptable this is not fine
anything and everything is unclear
expected to learn in this atmposphere
a place full of hatred and fear
studying comes within motivation
go ahead and aim for perfection
but do only for yourself not the whole nation

*-djs

694 · Jun 2013

rip to the other half of me

Djs Jun 2013

rip to the other half of me

oh dear oh dear
what'll happen next i fear
my boy my boy
how did you end up so destroyed
who did this to you
i swear they'll fall and suffer too
my man my only man
i'll always be your number one fan
but now you're gone definitely gone
now where am i supposed to run
you oh you oh dearest you
i couldn't even tell you i adore you
we could've had something
but fate ended everything
now what am i to do
now that you're gone too
i love you oh i love you
i could shout it a million times two
i'll miss you i definitely already do
won't you say you'll miss me too
my heart my fragile heart
we once filled it with lust and art
now there's nothing but hatred
into a billion little pieces separated
if you were going to disappear
why couldn't you just take me dear
i want to come with you i really do
i want to be able to follow you
please oh please come back to me
we'll be together and free
but i already know it cannot be
so my love my precious love
i hope you're happy up above

*-djs

649 · May 2013

Let me write about you

Djs May 2013

Let me write about you

Impossible;
tried a hundred twenty times
and still cannot find a rhyme
to write about you
and everything you do

Unrealistic;
wrote about trees and wrote books
and still cannot write the way you look
from the way you carelessly smile
to your suspiciously gleaming eyes

Hopeless;
effortlessly described the smell of rain
and listed every one of life's pains
yet cannot rationalize all the good in you
along with the bad that still shine through

yet everytime i write about you
the ink in my hands stay still and blue
and my thoughts cannot go through

You're beyond the bounds of possibility
that i cannot fathom into reality

-djs

593 · May 2013

you and i, it's enough

Djs May 2013

you and i, it's enough

i desire to be with you
but to that i must refuse

your honesty
and undeniable charm
but it simply cannot be

your tender eyes
your foolish heart
i want them all
within your flawless acts
but i must repel

you have your own demons
       and so do i
you bear a hundred complications
       and times a hundred more is mine

you've endured a lot of things to be sane
        and i don't want to be another pain.

*-djs

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