just a couple of bottle of pills
to recover me from being this ill
thought i'd survive
thought i'd prevail and thrive
abandoned by my only happiness
didn't know it'd come to this
tell my ma i love her
and take care of my brother
tell my pa i forgive him
i'll be in a better place now watching them
tell my good friends i'll miss them all
and my enemies to start crying and crawl
for this is their fault they are to blame
along with my demons they're not ashamed
tell my lovely boy i do
though he didn't ask i'm sure he wanted to
tell them all i'll see them soon
i'll be a star watching them along with the moon
tell them all to live their life happily
since i never got the chance to be
and now my Great Father take me with you
take my soul and cleanse it too
i know this is a sin i've just committed
but i just wanted to be safe happy and uplifted

*-djs

You are the meaningful kind of poetry
That intimately speaks to me
Without a complaint or dilemma
Willingly writing each stanza

You are the best-selling story
I would love to be
Blissful lines joyful ending
Never tired of reading for living

You are the descriptive paragraph
Analyzing beauty in pain on my behalf
Something I deeply desire to feel
But unfortunately is not real

You are the ten-paged essay
I have been writing since May
Aspiring for motivation
Leaving no trace of emotion

You are the type of fiction
As close as I would find to perfection
Only found within my literature
Not my real life adventures

*-djs

to those times we layed together
side by side and serene
savouring the presence of one another
my head at ease in your chest
hand-in-hand feet all tangled up
comfortably within your longing caress
my bare skin against yours
shyly but surely
and i could not ask for more

to those times shared with our passion
filled with adoration and lust
and yearning for the true thing just lovelorn
they said we were mistaken
they said we were too young
but how would they know if we still haven't
yes we were out of our mind
and yes we were craving
intertwined inseparable and maybe even blind
labelled as silly as can be
but if love meant wacky to them
then we might've been just beyond crazy

to those times we bonded
all my dilemmas all my burdens
seemed to be all mended
for all my sorrows all my hardships
you gave nothing but strength
and took care of every little bits
laughed away our pains
smoked away our lives
in a sense shared the same brain
compatible within our sanity
understood and in relation
and likewise within our irregularity

to those times we've fought not each other
strong willing and dedicated
we fought together
to stop our melancholic thoughts
love and live in tranquility
and prevail with all our worth

to those moments that we were one
together or conjointly or in unison
we were intoxicated and infatuated
can't you remember, my dearly beloved?

*-djs

A place like this would be perfect
   Somewhere bright and warm
With a tint of a crisp cool breeze
A background not too colourful not too dull
     Where the sun kisses the horizon
Toning a pink sky with little stars soon to shine
And the moon waking up to let the sun breathe
Sounds of swaying leaves and dancing branches
    Rich earthy smell of a mid-spring evening
       Birds chirping lakes rushing in a steady pace
      Some place where you and i can laugh away
A scenery where i can look at you in pure
   Admiration under the sunset
Where you can see my imperfections
       And good qualities at once
A place we can transform into our own utopia
    We can just stay still and hold each other
  And appreciate all that surrounds us
          Never wanting to leave or walk away
    Some place like this is perfect
Where we're always going to be young
      And lost and unaware
     And absolutely
   Tremendously
Infatuated

*-djs