Significance is her attributes
If she can open her heart
Love will spread
As essence mature
Months pass-by
We're different ethnics as blood remains equivalent
Who are we to judge by skin?
She masses with the enemies
That hurt those
When alone
Feelings are joined
Purging our souls
Releases energy
To tenderness as we seek
Closeness is at best
At heart with gentle tears
Who am I
To love someone
Who is lost

Take for tomorrow
A photo
I once held
In stowed with me
A historic moment
As I look upon
Knowing this place
Who I never served
But found peace
Cherishing their beliefs
To ghostly patrons
Of past comradees
Who stood uphill
Against a wall
That has fallen
Between
Two worlds
That I called home

Awaken By no recollectionGone astrayAs I question her intentionsMaking a mockery of me As my mind becomes a blunderEnjoying the orchestra, I cannot sit wellDue to a pestilent womanNoticing a ticketOn my evening jacketHow did it get there?She murmursAs I exit to safetyShe follows and waitsOutside Running for dear lifeI fell For a split secondFinding myselfTotally wrapped in bandagesWith her presence near As she holds me With a musical ticket of  misery

Whatever I have achieve is nothing more than a standard
In which I had always done
Someone came near me with a touch
As my body, mind and soul began a single guidance
To areas of comfort never before
Thoughts gathered with an ease
To a joyful peace to feel so free
Cause you are not alone
For another journey
To a path of redemption

Lost all currency
Pockets remain empty
To another stab in the back
Existence to a fool's game
Fallen in society's wrong
Pressuring
As I try to leap, but failure to attempt
Landing on Lilly pads of dreams
Faith is lost
Sinking into the abyss
No life preserver to grab on
Who is willing to swim in a path of self-destruction?
A man that gains perstistence

In this house
Sets loneliness
For today
We know you
Somehow
The broken hearted
Setting captives free
Words of life
Shapes to no destiny
Whatever desire I once had
Have your way
To thy will
I'll obey
Till my blood runs dry
May no man follow this path
In this shallow house

A once popular friend
Is just a memory
Torn into bits, but now dimness
Totally lost
Is where I stand
Destroyed by separation
Reminds me
The unthinkable
Questioned her judgement
Supporting my cause
She was there
Running through me
Then the day came suddenly
From out of nowhere
Her feelings I can't control
Pouring out the unbalance pain
To our souls
What has come over us?
To a saga of misery

Resting upon a stone
While feeling calm
Bitterness
I questioned myself
Silence
In the lily fields
To find peace
For this moment I do claim
As my eyes are closed
Shutting itself off
From to the world of disgust
No one around
Miles away
A nearby village, I seek
Weeping  in sorrow
For a dying friend
Who remembrance as a youth
As we depart
With no exclamation
As I lean forward
Looking out
On the train ride home
For my farewell
To another death
Has cursed my heart

As my energy escapes
Battling the fatigue soldier
In hand to hand combat
Every ounce inside drains
Having nothing endure, but hope
What else is there to do?
The energy disappearing before you
Stretch-out
Closes your eyes
Fall on your knees
Relax, as the spirit enters
Regain to be born
Feeling the will
A newly day charged with vitality

Driving on the open road
Her image appeared
While my mind draw blank
How can this be
It was only yesterday
I delivered the final blow
Words with a lashing tongue
Never felt so much pressure
Easing with an unbearable notion
Losing hurts the inner soul
Riding this endless road
I see a cliff
Now I'm running on empty
Another life not needed
In a world of trouble
I leave nothing behind
As the flames enter
A vehicle with one soul

Thoughts in a distant memory
Reflects
An inner being
Snared in situations
In ways, I couldn't break free
Herds of large numbers, they came
Beastly faces that I haven't seen
Torches in one hand
Weapon of readiness in another
Burning villages
Along roadside
Arouse from the burnt ashes
A general of great power
Mightier than any creature on earth
His armor was impeccable
Sword made of the finest steel, but deadly
His shield withstand the strongest blow without a dent
I stood with amazement, but scared
His thunderous voice give order
In triumph
Over the weak
While troops took spoils and other riches
Captured by his men
I'm unarmed and enslaved
To an immaculate man from regions beyond

Innocence is her smile
Begging for urgency
As I stayed chained and imprison
To her drama of importance
I indulge to always love
Castalia
Condemn to her foolishness
She knows my weakness
Wasting in a passionate poison
She buries me
To a fatal outcome
A question that I must answer
To myself
How can a man collapse as casualty?

As I trigger my mind with absence
A sense of void derails me with bitter taste
Vacuous face manifest my eyes
As hollow is the world weighing lightly
On my shoulders
Feelings of pleasure
Is just null
Am I so empty
To walk the world alone

What is my choice I do not know?
What is my choice that I cannot say?
What is my choice that I may choose?
What is my choice that awaits me?
What is my choice that bears with me?
What is my choice without despair?
Choices I have chosen are the choices I make.
Therefore, I am back without a choice.

Today, I buried a friend
Afraid to face
The next phase in life
Helpless
To watch
This dreadful disease
Pass on to another generation
No cure has been found
She pulls the plug
from the bedside
Of her dearest father
Hoping he will be
Peaceful in a place
Of sanctuary
We were about to wed
Then death showed up
Ruining a perfect ceremony
Our love
Disconnected once more
She needs her space
For now
Where will I go after that?
To a trail of broken segments
Which cannot fix?
I love her as I always do
She will love again
Once fatality clears
Her doorway