Strolling through the aisles
A decision I must make
Multiple selections
But only one choice
What shall I buy?
How much shall I spend?
Questions that I constantly repeat
To an inquisition
A gift
For strangers
Whom I never met
But cannot afford
As I leave them priceless

Resting upon a stone
While feeling calm
Bitterness
I questioned myself
Silence
In the lily fields
To find peace
For this moment I do claim
As my eyes are closed
Shutting itself off
From to the world of disgust
No one around
Miles away
A nearby village, I seek
Weeping  in sorrow
For a dying friend
Who remembrance as a youth
As we depart
With no exclamation
As I lean forward
Looking out
On the train ride home
For my farewell
To another death
Has cursed my heart

As my soul bonded in chains
Shredded are tears
Carved in her name
Departure began sailing at sea
An islander
A daughter of a fisherman
From the South Pacific
Our hearts filled with lust
Days and nights as time grew
We formed a tandem by swimming
Passion ever seen
I was young, but inexperienced
To an untamed worship
While wandering thoughts
Retrace special moments
As waves of her past
Washes upon my chest
Her name doesn't matter
Tasting the sea flavor
For I am true
To lust for others
While fishing for you
As painful it may be
I cannot find love
To an ocean voyage
Where mermaids know my name

Lost all currency
Pockets remain empty
To another stab in the back
Existence to a fool's game
Fallen in society's wrong
Pressuring
As I try to leap, but failure to attempt
Landing on Lilly pads of dreams
Faith is lost
Sinking into the abyss
No life preserver to grab on
Who is willing to swim in a path of self-destruction?
A man that gains perstistence

How can love by way of death gratify?
To a slumber so inviting
Sharing a ghostly hostess
Who shares me
Alone with no timeless treasure
Withdrawn
From worldly behavior
As my heart bleeds
For resurrection
Exhausted
Going endlessly
Bearing a painful punishment
That takes me
Shouting to the heavens
With great intensification
While tears continuously streaming
A conclusion I must face
Ashamed
While I kneel at her gravesite

While the festivities were going on
Laughter was in the air
Drinks being poured by the glasses
A grandballroom full of spirits
Exchanging throughout
Being a gentleman of exquisite taste
I heard a kindly sweet voice called my name
A sudden twist in faith
She was there sitting quite comfortable
Pacing towards her with each step seems promising
Gathering my thoughts on what to say
She greeted with a smile of mesmeric elegance
Beautifully in her black garment
Appealing one's notion
Her aggressiveness
Speaks volumes
To her fixation
Catching a conscious man withering
As the music stops
Attending to other guest
I take one last glance with arrogance
Knowing things will never be
How can a lover be a mistress?
A question I ask myself

What makes a drink so evil?
As holidays turn into dust
While payment fails a purser
One can feel
A collision pressing
As beings collided
Dismantle by ignorance
To run through an illuminating radiance
Without showing a sudden stop
Drooling tongue
With utterly words
As a voiceless child
Guilty
To damage
Cause by a drink
Unknown to the spirits
As one life is spared
By a bag of air
Who can drive a drink of evil?