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Star Gazer Feb 2016
Rise above the inferno that incinerated everything,
Hold your head to the flames that scatter everywhere,
And realise that the fire that once burnt the world,
Is nothing but an illusion imagined into existence,
By the works of deluded minds who saw joy in pain.

Slowly the Earth will burn one day at a time,
When that time comes, the skies will cherish the moments,
For the sun and the sky has finally been apart.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Congratulations to all who found love.
Happy valentines day.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I held myself up,
When they tried to hold me down,
Surprisingly strong enough,
To lift myself without a frown.

They held my head down the water,
Expecting that I would drown,
But I will not stand in front of god's alter,
For I am lifting my head and going to town.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I have become friends with loneliness and I am a lonely guy,
"I am the most popular person anywhere," I lie, I lie.
My friends are the clouds that leap out of the sky,
And my heart belongs to those who leave and say bye.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Sleep evades me,
My dark surly bonds,
To my old acquaintance,
Holds on tight,
Imperishable,
Insosmnia,
Is truly the writers
Affliction
Star Gazer Feb 2016
As time passes,
I'm not missing you any less,
And even with new glasses,
I'm looking like a mess.

So even tomorrow morning,
The tears keep coming,
But it's my own mourning,
For sending you running.

You've found someone better,
And now a regret,
So as memories become treasure,
I will never forget.

You've moved on already,
And I'm so pathetic.

If I were to meet you in another life,
I would take the same exact steps,
In hopes that one of those lives you'd stay,
Or somehow come back.

I'm a ******* idiot....
But all the best dear.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I said I loved you.
        I knew I loved you.
But I couldn't love you.
        I knew I couldn't in that way.

My biggest strength will ever remain my biggest weakness.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I'm so stupid.
Even right now I want you back.
But I'm just stupid.
You moved on.
I wish you nothing but
The best.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I still miss you
What the hell is wrong with me....
Maybe when i said love you now and forever,
That somehow remained true....

I don't know what to feel anymore...
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Through a twist of fate,
I made a mistake,
Of thinking hearts could be traded,
As though they could be sold and bought,
Till I realised I sold my heart for nought.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Why did you have to be so ******* perfect,
Makes me miss you even more,
Star Gazer Feb 2016
HelloPoetry; where realising poetic justice,
Is probably the cause of being just us.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I want to hug you if the world collapses,
         I want to help you in all that you do.
If should you not be ok
                     I want to be the one to go through it with you

But time is a linear dimension
                And my time has already been over.
I loved you and tried all I could
                And only ended in failure.
Star Gazer Mar 2016
A rose stems from its roots.
A tree grows from its roots.
We came from two different places
You from the heavens, blessed with grace
And I from the dirt lands.
I wonder whether we'd meet plans
Or whether you're just playing with me.

Are you playing with my heart?
With your kind words dissecting it apart
Or do you genuinely are affectionate?

We come from two different worlds,
You an angel of the heavens
And I from where creatures roam...

Do we really belong together?

Does Frankenstein gets his angelic love?
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Self destruction
Is just another way
To put the middle fingers
Up to the sky.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Today I get up a different person.
They have broken my heart
So I will say unto them
**** it.

No point feeling sorry for what's dead.
And theres no way that will come back.
So **** it and **** the people involved.
I rise with a smile today.

**** them. **** everyone of them.
Now begone memories.
I am starting over.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I looked deep into the pit of the abyss,
Darkness surrounds it,
I realised I was just staring into your eyes.
Who would have known,
The darkness no longer wanted to dim,
your lights,
But instead wanted to switch it off.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Why do I still love and miss you
When you've moved on already.
I guess I'm a broken light bulb
That needs to be changed..
Star Gazer Feb 2016
When people throw words at us,
We can just throw it back at them,
Cause we remain eve and adam,
But the people can't ever fathom,
How god somehow created us.
Fast forward to fated lovers,
In the beginning I didn't think I'd recover,
Because someone took apart my ribs,
But based on the love that I recieve,
And knowing that you will never decieve,
We remain adam and eve, eve and adam,
But the people can't ever fathom,
That we were made for each other.
An idea that came from meeting a friend named eve.

(No I am not writing it for you,  I just thought concept is something)
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Day after day of constant messages,
We messaged one another till our fingers bled,
About anything in regards to our own lives,
But still never will enough ever be said,

Through it all,
She read me as though I was a book,
Because even through all she found,
She wasn't ever really trying to look.

We would talk and through it all,
A close comfort to my heart,
"We'll be friends forever",
And there's a feeling she will never depart.

A great comforting idea of forever.....
The question still lingers on in my mind,
How long is forever really?
....
Star Gazer Feb 2016
'My heart is in your hands',
          Human hearts will always remain in transference,
Swapping from one palm to one palm,
                Until it finds the one real and right palm,
That will not let go of that heart.

       The worst thing is that with each changing hands, new bruises emerge,
           Like a fruit in the grocery store that no one wants to buy just yet,
So they squeeze to reassure till another pair of hands do the same.
             Our heart is nothing more than a fruit,
A fruit that is being passed around between hands.

                             I wonder if your hands are warm or cold,
But nonetheless only way of knowing is by letting you hold,
                my bruised and damaged heart,
In hopes you'll be the one to keep it.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Happy 4/20 - No I don't smoke.
Just wanted to wish those who do
Enjoy their day :)
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Always an angel,
Just one not in my presence,
But still an angel.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Why can't I move on?
I'm a walking tragic incident....
Why can I not move on?
Stuck to roam my mind,
A mind that is partly gone,
What is it that I need to find?
Star Gazer Feb 2016
We were doomed from the start,
So now that we venture separately,
Did we just somehow grew apart?
Or whether we weren't meant to be.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
With eyes so beautiful,
A smile so charming,
A personality so bubbly,
It's hard not to notice.
Star Gazer Mar 2016
She is a billboard on the walls of train platforms
With the corners and edges coated in dirt
She remains there hanging and slowly being torn
But yet she never complained about being hurt.

Adverts of tampons and pads
Amongst some other strange fads
Bombarded the beauty of the billboard.
She was something money could never afford.

He came across the billboard.
Stared in admiration. ...
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Sometimes you unlock the right box,
You hear all that you had ever dreamed of hearing.
Sometimes you unlock the wrong box,
You hear your world start to crumble bits and pieces.

I hate heartbreaks.
I hate how it aches,
How I know I will miss you,
But I know you don't give a ****.

I Love you......and I don't know why.
WHY
WHY
WHY won't it work?

I promised to never give up
But I've grown tired.
"Do you still love me? Honest truth?"...

"I don't know"..

I guess you want to leave, there's nothing left I can do to hold you me, it'll just be a burden on you.
I really did love you and I know i will always love you.
   But if you want to leave , I'm not .....
I'm not one to stop you.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
He
was destined
for something
that seemed
extremely unfortunate
Injustice

He
fell on
his own
blade.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I ******* HATE MYSELF.

I'M ******* GARBAGE AND I DESERVE WHEN PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE ****

I ******* ****
Star Gazer Feb 2016
A friend once told me that after a breakup,
You just need to be strong and say "enough",
But how could I do that...
    When they make me feel so weak....
made my heart beat in tandem,
       ran through my mind in random,
Made my knees weak.....

But I somehow grew strong.
       I am the Hulk.
I am the incredible Hulk.
                    I don't need someone
Who never needed me.
That's the cycle of life.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Day in day out, I'm sat here missing you.
I wonder whether I ever crossed your mind too.
I want to hold you, stare into your eyes,
Hug you while I look up at the skies,
Completely content.

I miss you so much babe.
And I was a fool writing this.
Blinded by the shackles of love.
Let's never make that mistake again,
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Between being found
And being lost,
I found myself lost.
It was loss after loss after loss,
People without a clue to the cost,
I went upon the big cross,
Praying that one day our paths would cross,
And that faces won't remain memories in gloss.
It was a constant scene of funerals and death,
Losing another person I refuse to accept,
But then time came and another person breathed his last breath,
I felt that was enough.
To never trust love,
Saw my skies down below and not above,
denounced my religious teaching,
Because while they were preaching,
I saw that prayers didn't work right away,
So I waited another day.

I took up religion again,
But it isn't exactly a pen,
You can't put it down and pick it up,
...
That's where I am in question,
Always in constant obsession,
Of whether there is hell or heaven.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
The sky is the limit,
Forget the beauty of the stars,
Forget the beauty from afar,
Forget the moon,
Forget that one giant leap for mankind,
ever happened.

The sky is the limit,
That's what they tell me.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Cute cuddly kid,
Silently suffered SID,
Kid casket comes,
Red roses run,
Mourning mornings missed,
Cute cuddly kid,
Nothing more than a baby...
Star Gazer Mar 2016
For every poet I've seen written about being in love
I've seen them evolve to write about the fall out of love
From the brightest suns
To the darkest moons.
I've seen poets write of being in complete love
To writing about being in complete heartbreak.

Are humans so invested in the ideas of love?
I have not read one poem about fishing
Or a poem about common day dancing.
Star Gazer May 2016
I want to write a poem
About a special person
How this special person
Made a frown transform
Made ice turn warm
And made my heart race
made my thoughts pace
diligently back and forth.

To say the least is that
I never deserve her
Nor her friendship
And in pensive
Thoughts
I wonder whether
She regrets being
Knowing a person
Who will never
be good enough
to deserve her
care.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
I sat across from you looking into your eyes
I have sat across you for a week now
And I know not what your words tell me
For I looked at your beautiful eyes and ask how.

How is it that you're so pretty?
How is it that your eyes glow?
How is that your teeth shines?
And how did I just now know?
Star Gazer Aug 2016
Time is forever changing
Yet my heart is forever vacant.
[The vacant lots
Where hatred rots,
Not out of a lack of love
But an abundance of being never good enough]
Star Gazer Jun 2016
To dream a chain to the Victorian Era
leave the shadows casting of isolation
where held hands held significance
and 'I love you' was not said in summation.

A rose bud grew in an arid desert
each perfect proper piece of petal
gave of its own sense of charm
and stood statically special.

I watched the rose bud picked
off the ground in asperity
while I hesitated to be heard
and I watched it crumble terribly.

I sat in desolation, in my own oasis,
I wedded the rose in my hand,
dreamt of a victorian era rose
and saw distance between two lands.

I will forever hold the rose in memory
As a reminder of the scent of last June
coerced to feel a faint of love in heart
by nothing more than conversations at noon.
Star Gazer Aug 2016
People said 'days end, when nights come'
and the same happens for the morning sun,
But lately I've got them all confused,
I don't know if I'm staring at stars
Or watching the headlights of cars;
I don't know if I'm glancing at the moon
Or whether I'm walking through a zoo.
I've been sitting on fences picketing the news;
And I'm still blind despite all the clues.

In the final moment
Although her eyes weren't open
Her smile was never broken
Just somehow, somewhat missing
And in my fading vision;
I saw her smile return;
Completely embraced by life.

I've witnessed myself drunk before;
When for was used before the word ever,
Where forever could never be severed
And the bottles weren't mixed with tears.
I remember drinking myself silly;
people said 'alcohol removes your fears'
and the same happens for my peers...
But I did not grow the least bit braver
In a hailstorm of battles that could
only ever be won by giving up.

I saw the universe in your eyes,
And I watched the universe burn
Along with everything in it.
People said 'days end, when nights come'
and the same happens for the morning sun...
But for me;
days don't end, nights don't end
The curtain draw was not closer
And though I can be sober,
I was drunk on the starlight;
more than I was sober by the sunlight;
the days don't end, nights don't end
when I have to live without my best friend.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
Every small voice heard,
Is ultimately another life being saved.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
I shed my armour,
Displaying my vulnerabilities.
I shouldn't have.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
Trust was a wall of brick that I built-
And with every lie laid

Bricks shifted and fell out of the wall.
The lies created a wall
From collapsed brick
Barricading my true self behind it.

Every act of facade
Enforced the brick
Making it harder.
War
Star Gazer Feb 2016
War
Where the corpses lay,
No signs of life, just death,
Stealing a life, biggest theft,
Bodies and limbs in vast array,
Drawing on their last breath.

Where the lead had been cast,
Nothing but rotting flesh,
Some of it quite fresh,
Now their life; a thing of the past,
Where blood and bullets mesh.

War is a tragic hell,
Death, decay and injuries everywhere,
And for some all that is left is hair,
But who can really tell?
For war is not fought with care.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
"When the wind burns torturous,
And the heat scorches us,
Remember that I would always shield you",
she says as her arms reach for my back in a warm embrace,
dislodging all the shards of glass impaled in my heart,
"I won't ever let go, nothing will tear us apart"
She whispers into my right ear.
I gazed into her beautiful black eyes,
An overwhelming feeling that I was soaring in the skies,
I asked, "Are you drunk? cause that's the lamest ****,
ever".

....Somehow she knew,
That I meant
**"I would hug you in my arms forever,
I would give you my life,
I would give you everything I am,
And everything I have".


       She didn't hear the words,
But she uttered the three words that told me she knew,
                      "It's all ok"...
Star Gazer Apr 2016
I've heard of men
Dying at war
Answering nations call
Or coming back
With a burden
Known as PTSD.

I've heard of hearts
Bursting from hatred
Flames igniting monks
To defend what is sacred
I've heard of hearts
Healing from love
And flames burning
For progression of
A society.

I've heard of people dying
At a battlezone whilst
Watching the alive
Die with them,
All suffering the same fate
Yet I'd never imagined
That racism somehow survived
Kept breathing and alive
By bigots who have no better cause
To fight for.
Racism somehow survived
By the flames that burnt
Destruction upon society
Rather than progression,
Racism somehow survived
As though bigots
Lacked the knowledge of sobriety,
Left their brain intoxicated
From all the colors they hated
Till they became rotten.
How the **** did racism survive,
When we couldn't even bring our soldiers home alive?
Star Gazer Mar 2016
April's rain
Brings
May flowers
Yesterday's pain
Brings
Eye's showers
But
Water stains
Can
Be washed away
And
Sadness will fade
For
April's showers
Brings
May Flowers.

Stay happy
for
Today
will
Shine
for
You.

You
Are
Amazing,
And
Your
Sm­ile
Shines
Of
Beauty
I feel you don't hear it enough. You all are amazing people, and I noticed I've been getting into the bad habit of writing sad emotions in poems, this is my attempt at a little more hopeful and happy mood. Everyone, you all deserve to be happy. stay happy and I want you to know that you are all incredible people. Stay strong I believe in you. You are superbly amazing.
We.
Star Gazer Feb 2016
We.
'A bully is always a coward',
The teachings prevalent in school,
But in glory he showered,
With attributes of being cool.

He grew up as most men do,
And still the sky sheltered him,
The sky that shone its blue,
For once never grew dim.

During school, whilst still young,
The bully broke peoples interest
Deemed singers nerd for being well sung,
Not realising everyone's different.

We can't all be well hung jocks,
We write to ease our pain,
Breaking from shackles, we picked locks,
Through words that don't die in vain.

The bully grew up like most people,
He became a banker somehow,
Robbing interest seemed less evil,
Because it was strictly business now.

Robbing interest through loans,
As though health and wellbeing,
Was a construction only shown,
From the money people are seeing.

The bully grew up,
Never deemed a real coward,
Whilst we hung unto our name enough,
For them to eventually be scoured.

We lived as freaks and geeks,
Always trapped between strange,
As though undeserving of creeks,
Lakes, Rivers, houses and granges.

We deserved it the way the bullies do,
Ever since the start, birth,
Because we live in the same blue,
The same blue that shelters Earth,

We may be the underdogs,
Sitting on the benches,
Butts sticking to rotten logs,
But we may also build business ventures.

So don't underestimate us, simply based on how we look,
Because one day we might be the exact people to save your lives,
So don't ever mistake sympathy for weakness because if you mistook,
We may shatter the lives we help save just look at bee and hives.
Star Gazer Apr 2016
24 Hours
Without you
Spoils the scent
Of loving flowers
that once gave
Ascent
To the definition of power.
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