As I sat there following my train of thoughts
I realised that I was alone
Like the world had forgotten me
Almost like I blacked out and I couldn't see
Like I fell into the rabbit hole only for but a second

I felt threatened and consumed by ...
What I thought was my past
How long could this fall really last?

In that moment of my loneliness
It felt like an illness
Eating me
Draining every inch of my being

I felt like I was going to die alone
OH and I  know that the world is a lonely place ....

As ι lie here ,tossing and turning like the sea
my unnecessary thoughts makes it so hard to go back to sleep.
Nothing too deep but still ι cant sleep.

My eyes feel like shutting
but my mind wants to hear nothing
Counting the sheep ωση'т help this time

As my vision begins to blur
And my speech starts to slur .
ι lie awake
With my mouth dry but no energy
To quench my thirst
Thoughts of getting out of bed hound at me .

Eventually the morning will melt the night and i
Will still be wide awake

As i enter this place
ι feel your warm embrace
ι feel your Godly love surround me .
No one makes me feel the way you do .
Ooh you are so true .

Your love makes me fEel so new
The music makes me sway
Your beat mends  my broken heart
so my tongue dances behind my lips for you

But as ι enter this place ....
Ooh ι feel soo safe
LORD your love never fails

As ι whisper my own love song
ι will live for all my days to put a smile on your face
You give me grace .

And ι know when we Finally meet ,
It will be for
eternity

italic* ι'll never be strong enough
ι'll never be good enough
ι'll never rise above
Is this all ι'll ever be ?

One day they'll see .
ι struggled long enough it keep this fire burning deep inside of me .

They say ι'll never be .
But little do they see .
ι've already rose above .
ι'м only strong enough .
And ι'м always good enough

Oh Lord ι pray dont let this desire flea

italic* ι'll never be strong enough
ι'll never be good enough
ι'll never rise above
Is this all ι'll ever be ?

One day they'll see .
ι struggled long enough it keep this fire burning deep inside of me .

They say ι'll never be .
But little do they see .
ι've already rose above .
ι'м only strong enough .
And ι'м always good enough

Oh Lord ι pray dont let this desire flea

As he broke into my thoughts like a thief in the night .
ι try to hide all my spite
But he finds me buried in regret
All the things that ι never meant

He broke into me . Like a blade on my wrist as ι begin to slit all my feelings away .
The feelings he brought .
But still ι lay with the thought of death

He wrote it on my dark heart all the things he said .
As the night bled like my wrist which ι continue to shed.