We just met.

You said "hi".

I was so surprised I could die.

We talked like we fit like clicks of locks.

You stared. Gazed. Star gazed.

At me.

                                                            ­                                             Until I discovered you have a girlfriend.

                                                    ­                                            Now I'm going to staple myself to the carpet.

Get with the know
Go with the Flow
Forever is now
Just take it slow
=)

it was one of my shirts
large, even on me,
but you loved it

the green matched your eyes
and it reminded you
of places
we would
one day visit

and each night
you’d strip off your day clothes
and pull that oversized shirt
over your beautiful *******
and lead me down
to the place
where
my best
and
worst
memories
were made

it's just that
when we are laying in the crumpled sheets
and your belly is folded into my back like the tide folds into the
sand


i keep thinking:

this is the most important art i'll ever make

Standing at the top.
I wonder if I'll fall.
really.
I want to fall.
to be,
broken.
I want the world to stop.
really.
I want to be seen.
to be,
wanted.
I want a friend to listen.
really.
I want a lover.
to be,
loved.
In the end.
I.
walk away.
really.
I just stop typing.
to.
maybe die.

I wish I never loved you
Not for my sake
However for your own

If I had never loved you
You would be able to walk in that crowd
To enjoy yourself with our friends
There would be no choosing sides
Just good times and happy nights

You would be able to meet girls
You could walk in the room
With that endearing smile
And talk to that pretty girl in the corner

But I took it all away
I took your happiness
I took your smile
And most ashamedly I took your heart

Please forgive me
I never should have loved you
So you never would have loved me back.