I'd never be the same to hear those lovely words,
The 3rd night the game we played,
Cupcake hearts and chocolate pies,
Snowflakes and shooting stars,
Getting lost, grounding land

Beat,beat,beat goes the drum
The heart quietly lerking in the shadows
Time paces and the day will come
Siting waiting listening to the echos
Beat, beat,beat goes the drum
How does it feel the drummer boy says
Soundly and coldly you feel  destroyed
Listening as the drum plays
Left feeling empty and broken hearted
Beat, beat, beat goes the drum

Insanity
Tell me sweet words
Insanity
Tell me happy truths
Insanity
Tell me I am not insane
Insanity
I am not insane
Insanity replied, My dear where are you from? What are you doing here, go back to reality not back inside of your mind. For me to say you are not insane, would be a lie. You wouldn't believe me anyway.

Where are we going,
"Just go to sleep, we are just driving"
They say I am sick,
They say I need help,
I didn't mean to say it,
I didn't mean to tell you how sad I would be,
Car ride, you hold me back,
You tell me to go to sleep.

You come and go like the wind and the rain
You come and go bringing pain
You come and go leaving me with a smile
I wonder if you will stay a while, only this time

You win, by a lie or a truth
You win, with nothing but a blade to my skin
You win, with the pain deep inside
You win, by the scorn I now behold
Yes, you win I am dead now

Pursue the stars you said
I imagined
Pursue the rain you read
I felt the pour
Pursue  the hope you fed
I wept the pain
Pursue the you, you led
I fell off the world  
Pursue the nothing
And I well I knew

It's only a new day my dear,
There is nothing to fear,
People won't care,
You know that love isn't fair,
They, him, her all of them,
In a world were all is torment from the inside of ones mind to think to wonder.. To wonder

The air the wind to see you cry,
Hold on gold Cupid,
Don't be shy sit next to me with those blue eyes,
Hold on gold Cupid,
Don't be shy..

Come lay with me I won't make a noise,
Come  lay with me u don't have to say a word,
Just lay with me,
Just lay  right here beside me,
We don't have to cuddle,
We  do not have to make love,
Just lay,just lay,
Let me feel the warmth I wish we had,
Let me see you lay right here next to me

I breathe you in expressing this spontaneous bountiful smile
The world has stopped it's tilted rotation for a while
A lavish full twilight crease on my skin
Lay your eyes upon the lovely soul whom sleeps within
Perfectly splendid echoed discussion  
Nostalgic creeps  repulsion

When i look up at the sky I see birds fly by 
Real high, real high they fly by
With wings they sore 
With flight they climb
They chirp and sing as they glide
Up in the sky way up high 
In a happy bliss they sway 
In the trees they lay
When I look up at the sky I see birds fly by 
Real high, real high thy fly by

Its all ur stupid logic
It's driving me insane
I am now a hoby but your not my fame
I don't know how to tell you
You make seem so easy
Your stupid ******* words

Horrifying truth
Open cancer sore
Rotting flesh
And blood within the womb

Innocent you sure are not
Taken by everyone
Vomiting to numb the stench
Of a black and blue baby

Mama cries in joyful bliss
While you lay there dying
Who would ever want you
You broken putrid corpse

I will yearn for you like the sun yearns for the moon everyday,
I will need you like the ocean needs the moon when the tide is low,
And if in this moment you all of you were to be lost like a light in the shadow,  I will have your memory...
It will not grow old bitter or cold,
It will not disinagrate or crumble,
If in fact you do leave me the memory of you will be plenty,
I will not replace you with another memory or even have you sold,
Your touch, the way you laugh the way you sang,
I will have you even if just a memory until the day I die,
It will glicen like the fall autum leaves in October and never will it change with the winter breez.

It's silly to think that you loved me,
It's silly to think that you cared.
Cause' even when I swore I loved you,
You told me you were scared,
An ill still dream of you some times,
I'll even hear your voice say my name again...

Light it up show it around
Say you love it and take it to town
Hold it tight,it's yours now

As the smoke quietly floats around
You start to feel warm
Nothing to do but make sure marry goes round

Up and down it goes
Up and  down it flows

Don't forget me the way I sway,
Don't forget me the way I speak,  
Don't forget me the way I loved,
Don't forget me the way I adored,
Don't forget me the way I sang,
Don't forget me the way I felt to touch,
Don't forget me the way I kissed,
Don't forget me the  way I was so sweet,
Don't forget me the way I could laugh,
Don't forget me the way I won't forget you,
But most of all don't forget how I'll love you forever after all.

In my dreams, I see you death and all her beauty
Magical fantasy, she seems to appear
Its the way she moves the way she sings and the way she dances
And on some nights if I'm lucky she shows me the door to you
The stars that shine and, the moon fades into a dismal restless sleep
Where are you death, what have you been hiding why do you keep this from me
The long silky black hair the Hollow broken eyes having tears shown as scars on the face
Merciless death where do I find you
Do you not wish to show me the dreams you speak of
Did you not love me when you said you did or were they simply words that came from the mouth of a bitter twisted tongue
Death shall u come wake me in the night

When do you want me in rain,
Underwater,
When do you want me when the sky is broken,
Shattered,
When do you want me forever,
Eternity,
When do you want me never,
Not ever.

Is it a bad thing to say, if I say she is lovely
Sure other girls are pretty small waist pretty face,
But she, she is lovely,
What is it about her?
Have I not seen her before? But I have,
Blond silky hair blue colored eyes,
Why is she so lovely, what makes her so?
The way she is I doubt it,
The way she talks, no
But she is just lovely, so lovely...
Lovely, lovely indeed.

My eyes were made for seeing
Not to cry
My lips were made for kisses
Not for your pleasure
My hands were made to me held
Not to be pushed away
My heart was made to be whole
Not to be broken
I was made for you
But aparentaly you were not made for me

The phone rings but no one answers,
I breath in deeply that the other end echoes,
Nothing...
The space is ripped of all the oxygen,...and I can't catch any air as my lungs collapse from the lack of my veins turning blue.

Maybe it's just that I don't know how to say good bye
I asked you and you said u were alright
I looked at your wrist and u had no scars to be found
Then I looked down at mine and hoped you wouldn't see the truth
Please love don't say goodbye
Stay with me don't make me cry
What should I say to make you want to stay
I don't know how to make it easy for you to choose
It's not October but I still remember that night
I had made a wish and it didn't come true
The 22nd of the every month always reminds me of you
Maybe it's just that I don't know how to say goodbye
Or maybe it's that I dont want to
You made me feel so **** alive and now I can't breath
The moon doesn't shine as bright
And the trees don't sing the sweet lalabye
I would do anything for you
I'd even give my life

I do believe you have made me cold,
Taking away my youth,
And all my substantial warmth,
Frost grows in my heart,
The illusions aren't real,
It's an odd feeling one I don't ever think will be here again.

Id compare you as summers day but you are not always inviting,
Heavier then the burden of a deadman,
Not the eyes of a blind man,
Or the smallest molecule,
Could you be sweeter than death to a suicidal teen,
Maybe if hell wasn't always a truth,
You are not the sweetest summers day or the most beautiful of people, But to me, you are nothing I could ever describe and get it right, cause' I'd always be wrong in the rightest of ways

What is wrong can be right too,
What is right is wrong for you,
What you feel can be real, or it can be imaginary
I feel in my heart, only that I am wrong
Only that I won't see you again,
Only that I will stop to feel,
What I feel is real

You didn't buy me flowers or hold my hand,
You didn't kiss my eyes and tell me it wouldn't rain,
You didn't really say a thing,
You didn't keep me company when I needed only a small little fling,
You didn't say you liked me,
You didn't couldn't see,
You didn't make me believe

What would you do if it ended,
I can't even picture that you would leave,
All the love you said you had you abandoned,
My lungs collapse I can't breath,
I can't stop crying,
I cavy stop trying,
What would you do if it ended.

When time passes we fall in love
We float in search of flight
Out of dreams we fall to sleep
Wondering of what is to come

As they tell you that time will heal
Time doesn't not feel
It comes and goes but it leaves no hopes and it takes none either

Time is time
But we cannot buy it
We only live by it

Then u realize that time is pointless
And u start to pase your self for tomorrow
Because tomorrow is tomorrow and forever to come