I don't like to get personal, it always ends badly
Sadly, no one knows my secrets
I keep them well and I'll never tell them
Not even my best friends know who I am anymore
Who was I to begin with?

There's a dark paradise in my mind
Pitch black thoughts
Cloudy images
And what comes out of my mouth are venomous words
It scares me sometimes
To be who I am
Because everything is fine, but I want to die

Been writing depressing poems all day
Just like Rihanna, I want you to stay
Stay with me in Neverland
Let's sing songs and hold hands
We'll be together forever
'Cause we'll be young forever, too
You're an amazing kind of guy
That makes it easy for me to say I love you
And I mean it
Your embrace feels like home

Silent
Can I be silent?
Can I walk through a crowded room
Tugging down my long sleeves
Hoping no one sees what's under them?
Can I ignore their accusing stares?
Their sneering words?
Can I pretend to be who they want me to be?
Can I forget who I am?
Can I let them do what they want with me?
Mold me, shape me into who I am now.
An apathetic being
Passive, a wallflower hiding under the cover
Of a happy girl
But underneath I'm so
Silent.
Can I be silent?

Please be mine
Because something as vast as the sky
Could not hold my love for you

Please say you care
Because you know that in rough times, I'll be there
And I will comfort you

Please don't make me cry
I'm not sure why,
But I still value your words

Please don't break my heart
Once before, you ripped it apart
And it still hurts

It can hurt
Or it can work out
You're either full of affection
Or full of doubt
You can be content
Or it can make you stress
You can be the perfect couple
Or you can be a mess
It can make you say "I love you"
On the best of days
Or it can make you scream "*******"
As you both part ways
It can make you the optimist
As you watch it unfurl
Or it can make you a pessimist
In this heartbreak world

Kiss me
Keep it short and sweet
Because I don't want to miss it too much
After you leave
Hug me
Keep it simple, but keep me warm
Because that's the feeling I'll remember
After you've walked out the door
Touch me
Touch my cheeks, run your hand through my hair
So I can remember what it was like to have your hands there
Tell me you love me
Just three simple words;
Say them softly
But make sure that I heard