Dianna

Dianna Dec 2013

Stuck...

Do I just wait it out, patiently
This feeling as it devours me whole,slowly
That comes and go, like the wind
That overcrowd my eyes with salty water ,
leaving me to believe...
That there's no escaping,
and no way to relieve,
this wound festering and gaping,
The agony and dolor that haunts me
I beg to differ and try to look at the positive side of things
like the memories and remains,
I endeavor solace
Finding and picking up these pieces I yearn
From them I learn
and to my surprise,
in someway,somehow,
now ,
among the many questions that waits for answers
along with the never ending curiosity and efforts,
I smile,
with the hope I hold and belief
Knowing someday and somewhere,
there,
even if it does take a while
I'll find some relief
That little by little I will feel,
not the emptiness, or some never lasting thrill,
but the feeling of bliss,
something that i've longed for
and miss

Dianna Dec 2013

In This Moment

As our lips meet, my heart beats faster,
In This Moment
My mind ,filled with love and laughter,
My body quivers at the touch of your hands
A smile escapes my lips and expands
The thoughts that engulf my sense,
I cant explain,
but I do hope that you feel the same
In This Moment,
My feelings grow slightly stronger,
Deep in thought,
I hear a voice,
Telling me I can not fight it any longer,
I ask myself if what i'm feeling is real or is it just lust and lust alone,
one by one the rays of of light appears,
Clearing the fog that hinders me,
reveals my hearts desire,
In this moment
I see that it is more than just lust and infatuation,
but something more and I hope will last,
not collapse like those in the past
so I have here, my heart,
I give to you ,please try and take care of it,
for it is fragile and will fall apart
as you nurture it with love and affection
ill do just the same without hesitation
will tend to yours with care and devotion
In This Moment
I make a decision,
with your hand in mine and mine in yours,
I dawdle no longer and venture forwards
less afraid this time...

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