the more I think, the more I fear the problems that I need to face
some average everyday problems, but mostly my problem
I am missing something, and I know what it is
right now I need someone to love

I know people who know real heartbreak, and they suffer much more than me
but my problem still stands
even though I have the support of my friends
I still do not know exactly what to do next

sometimes I lie down in my bed and dream
I dream about us together
having fun, with no problems on our minds

I know this will never happen
but it's still nice to dream

love is like a web
that people just keep spinning

you got me in a bit of a jam
but it's okay
I'm still on my feet
and I'll just keep going

A boy knowing nothing
fell for the heavyhearted girl
realizing this love was in vain
he walked out a deeper person

A girl tender and innocent
crushed by a boy
longing and heartbroken
she walked out sorrowful


love changes you

so many people around me
not one telling a happy love story
heartbreak left and right
I guess we are just having some hard times

all day I think about the moments I regret
about the feeling that something is missing
about the problems I am facing

and then I think to myself
when will it end?

everyone around me is falling down
telling stories of dispair
stories of heartbreak
what if we pick ourselves up and try?

what if we stop looking down
we can hold on to what we have
we can make things better
and if we fall again, we can still try

for years I have been silent
my true thoughts hidden from everyone

I can't take it anymore
I need someone who will listen

we are all stumbling in the dark; we are clueless

just hold on, sunrise is coming

I see myself standing in a colorless field
running through an empty forest
wandering in a forgotten city

but only I can figure out
where I actually am

lost in an invisible maze
someone needs to guide me

of all the days of my life
my greatest day
will be the day when things can't get worse

we all have troubles
personal problems and inner feelings

no matter how alone you feel
there is always someone who will listen

just let it out

I feel like a clouded sun in the grey sky
seen through skeleton trees and darkened clouds
when night falls, I am plunged into darkness and despair
but there is hope when the clouded sun rises again

nothing used to bother me
until you came along
now there is something missing
an empty space I cannot fill myself

I cannot wait to go back
back to a place that is peaceful and serene
back to a place where you can briefly forget your troubles
back to the horses, cows, and open fields
back to the country

words have been said
feelings have been confessed

a pain is in my heart
but is healing or worsening?

the worst is over
but I still have one question
what happened?

everyone has a story
a story of their feelings
a message to whoever will listen

your heart is the scribe
your feelings are the pages
what is your story?

an unsolvable puzzle in my head
because of missing pieces

a new feeling
a hole in my heart
that I just can't fill

it doesn't go away
it only gets stronger
every time I see her

sometimes I think to the past
I regret things that I have done
and yet I know
nothing passed can be changed.

why do I regret the past
when all I can do
is plan for the future

Emotion is like a campfire
You try to cover it with hard wood
but true feeling is in the burning coals

you cannot touch it
so you try to cover it
but it will only burn brighter

even in the darkest despair
there is always a path to the light

everything torn can be mended
everything shattered can be fixed

through time and commitment
nothing is truly broken

after everything that happened
we would both move on
as if all this never happened

oh, how I wish that were true

I try to forget, and I try to let go
when our eyes meet when we pass each other by
I know I can never forget

how I wish I could forget...

I remember when things were so simple
I lived life without worry
nothing could hurt me

but that was before
before life twisted on the outside and in
before I knew true emotion

I am lost in a maze of thought
Even when things seem normal outside
There is too much to think about inside

Every feeling is meaningless without thought
The more you think, the more you feel
And yet the deepest thoughts are made from feelings

Thought is an ever-growing puzzle
You find and put together piece by piece
But the picture just keeps getting bigger