with all the sadness around me
with so many broken hearts
my resolution is to make things better

somehow

it's a vicious cycle:

discovering your crush,
hoping to be together,
finally talking to him/her,
realizing that he/she is not who they seem,
heartbreak

and it always starts with one person
                                                                                                                                 **but can it be broken?

when you say that you and him are not going well
the Hyde part of me says: "good"

but the rest of me is shocked
how is this good for anyone?

often I wonder
what kind of person am I?

people say only I can find the answer
but can I trust my biased opinion?

is who I think I am
really who I am?

spades bear a pointed edge
and clubs are weapons of war
while many chase after diamonds
I search for my queen of hearts

am I feeling better?
I think so
thing are starting to be calm

when I think of you
and get that gut-wrenching feeling
it no longer bothers me

even though I still like you
and care about you
you no longer hurt me

what are tears?
A sign of weakness?

no
not to me

to me, tears are proof of genuine feeling
that you care for something you lost

I am not ashamed to cry