Devilgirlzdream

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

Done

It was a lil promise
You got ******
You almost exploded on me
Im sorry I like talking to you
Im sorry I like seeing you
I should just leave you alone
I should've never said a thing
I **** everything up
**** people off
Im just so done with life
I can't do a single **** thing right
I'll just stay the no body I was meant be
Hope everyones lives are now easier without me

Im sick of being the one
That can't do anything right

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

Hearts

Only ones that get jealous,
But still stay no matte what.

Those are the amazing people,
To keep close to your hearts.

Jul 2014

Aikin The Deadman

Fireworks At Dawn

Fireworks at dawn as I sit for assistance
This glass keeps me calm, it reflects back my bent image
Of someone who's lost, getting older by the minute
Laugh lines are like growing scars, someday they will be finished

I've got so many places that I wanna see
And I've got so many faces that I wanna be

So get on your feet, wipe the dirt off and get with it
Destiny waits at your door, all wrapped up with a reason
To move on 'cause the past can't be your passion
So what if you did something wrong? Find someone who hasn't

I've got so many places that I wanna see
I've got so many faces that I wanna be

SONG/LYRICS © SENSES FAIL

NONE OF THIS BELONGS TO ME.

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

Im Sorry Dommikinz v.v

Itdoesn't matterwhat I do
Nothing seems to go right
I'm so ******* stupid
I write to get rid of everything
But I upset the greatest guy ever
He's my best friend
It kills me seeing
That I made him disappointed
I just want to curl in a ball
And cry, try to
Turn back time
So I could've never hurt him
Im sorry, I love you
I never picked up a blade
Please believe me
Your my reason
Why I stayed,
Why I was strong,
Why I fought,
Why I dreamed at night,
Instead of fallingin the dark.

I wish I could hug you tight,
And say Im sorry to your face
But we're so far apart
So Im sorry between this space

Aikin The Deadman

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

Hurt

I hurt everyone
I hurt people I love
I hate myself for it
I wish I would just die

I hate seeing my friends like this
I hate seeing HIM upset
It tears me apart
It sends me to the darkness crying

Slicing up my arm
Slicing up all of me
Feeling the sting of the pain
As the blade goes in deep

I'll fall to my knees
Drowning in my own blood
If he hurts again
But I'm so scared

He says he'd do the same.
I can't imagine it.
I'm NOT that important to the world.
Not that important to anyone.

My heart has broken so many times
And the pain is killing me
Slowly eating away at my soul

I should just give up now
Cause this is a waste of my time

~dies~

When HE reads this.
Text me.
Please DON"T do anything but talk to me.
You know who you are.
And I'm sorry Im not as strong as I seem
I just lost all control

Devilgirlzdream Jul 2014

**** Happens

**** happens,
Hearts get broken,
Andlife moves on,
But no one cares,
Until your gone.