Devilgirlzdream

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

As I cry at night,
You keep driving,
My heart breaking.

Now the days are so long,
Nothing looks the same.

As I cling to the shirt you gave me,
I stop.

Trying to find my breath,
Remembering the memories,
Scared you'll never return.

I should've hung on,
I should've begged you to stay.

Depression surrounding me,
Swirling and laughing.

Curling in on myself,
Feeling nothing but pain and sorrow.

As I lay in bed at night,
I think of you beside me,
Dream of you by me.

When I wake up,
a smile on my face,
I look to your side of the bed,
See nothing but an empty space.

I close my eyes,
Letting the darkness inside once again.

~to a certain person, you know who you are~ :'(

Devilgirlzdream May 2014

English Homework x.x

Forever alone,
Roses by me,
Tucked sweetly in the soil,
Flower beds filled with color and life.

Walks to the playground,
Sits on the swing,
Fire trucks go by.

See smoke behind the trees and tree trunks,
Surrounded by sandstone bricks,
Pushing away from the world.

People quickly around me,
Pushing,
Shoving,
Screaming at each other.

Try to get elbow room,
Far away from this place,
Running.

With your magic wand,
your misused it once again.

Overall,
Your scared,
Don't know where to go,
Don't know where to hide.

Finally......
You say goodbye.

had to use compound words in a poem for English class today.....
How did I do y'all?

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2014

Stressed

When your mind can't take the stress
When your heart can't beat the rest
When you soul feels all alone
You try but you just fall
You keep hopin' for another way
Something to take away the pain
That rips and strains deep within my veins
The screams I hear but are they real?

~help wrote by my lil bro dill~ and ~inspired by my depression~

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2014

suicide

With every step I feel you close beside me.
I'm alone.
In the dark.
Don't know where to go.
Don't know where to hide.
Silently crying.
So lost and confused.
Wishing you were here.
Wishing for the final words.
The final words of.....

Suicide.

Devilgirlzdream Apr 2014

riot

Can't stand this hell,
save me if you can,
don't stop loving me,
the riot might begin.

Devilgirlzdream Mar 2014

within

**** life
you to good, can't say no
on the edge of the water flow
can't deny it you wanna go
its the end in the wind
slowly falling til nothings within

Devilgirlzdream Mar 2014

DEAD!

you think you can do something to help
you think until your head hurts
you have no clue what to do
you wanna try, but its no use
your hurting yourself just by thinking of how to help others

the pain surrounding your heart
have no place to go
no one to talk to
no time left until your done

forever lost
in the darkness
alone

try to get out but cant
try to find someone but cant
trying to do everything.......
but you just cant....do it

you sigh
sit down
look at the floor
cry

feel something clawing at your heart
at your soul...

you just wanna die,
so you don't have to life like this anymore

as the light is coming through,
you see something shine in the distance
you get up and go to it.

a knife,
just laying there,
rusted,
but looks sharp.

you pick it up,
look around,
put the tip by your throat......
mumble something.

DEAD!