Devilgirlzdream

Devilgirlzdream Mar 2014

you look at my and go, what the hell?
you see my face and go, what the hell?
you see my clothes, what the hell?

you see my scars, what the hell?
you see pain, what the hell?
you think I'm a freak, what the hell?

I say hi, you say *******, what the hell?
you pick on me, what the hell?
you see nothing in me, what the hell?

you think you're all this and that
you talk a lot of smack
you aint got crap

I say ***** please
you laugh in my face
the anger in my eyes, the anger deep inside

you got nothing on me
so go fly away
you haven't seen pain,
heard pain,
felt pain.

you think you know what im talking bout
you ain't gotta clue
you act blonde as can be
you seem stupider than me

I have my problems,
I have my pain,
got my doughts,
got damage

you should think before you speak,
you should ask before you judge,
try and help me out instead of kick me in the dust,
you keep trying to act all bad
ain't working for ya, is it?

Devilgirlzdream Jan 2014

Nothing

Crying in the dark

Alone, no one cares

*****, ****, *******

you hear repeating in your head

it gets louder and louder

people screaming,

laughing,

pointing at you,

surrounding you

you tell them to shut up

go away, stop it

can't stop crying,

you look down at your hands,

see blood, drops dripping off your face,

you close your eyes

drowning in your own blood again....

Devilgirlzdream Sep 2013

x.x

Sitting in a small room
Wasting away
Looking out the window
Watching cars go by
Hearing drops of rain hitting the window

The teacher lecturing
You just wanna get out
Outta this torture filled hell

You just want to be home
In your nice warm bed covered up
Having your boyfriend cuddle with you
As you slowly dose

Devilgirlzdream Jun 2013

The Perfect Moment

So close
Yet so far away

Still........
His kisses make you melt
His breath on the back of you neck
Sends shivers down your spine and puts butterflies in your stomach

He treats you like your his princess
He is your noble and handsome knight
Hand in hand
Under the stars and the light of the full moon

Forever he will be my tiger
As we walk down onto the beach
The sea breeze chilly
He offers you his hoodie

We sit on the rocks
Listening to the waves crash against the shoreline
He leans in and kisses you long and passionately

Devilgirlzdream May 2013

BLOOD!

Once again feeling the blade going up my arm
The stinging pain that you
For some reason just can't get enough of

Watching the blood slowly run down
The blade now on the floor with drops of blood
You welcome in the pain

Curls in a corner
Slowly dies inside

Devilgirlzdream May 2013

Meh Tigerrrr

Your stomach turning
Your heart racing
Finally knowing that one of your dreams came true

You find someone that describes you dream guy
Someone you've already known
But the thing is...
He's one of your best friends and you don't want to ***** anything up

You already have someone that makes you happy
And he does as well
But you both can't help having a crush on each other
He's so sweet, funny, smart, open-minded

You know you can go on forever describing him
You feel yourself around him
Not hiding secrets or anything
He's just hiding his face cause he's shy, you think its completely adorable

Devilgirlzdream May 2013

Dreams Turning into Nightmares

With every thing changing at once
You don't know what to do
Trying to find a path that will help
But all you are now is confused

As you see in the distance
The land underneath your feet
Feel the wind in your hair
Hear the sound of the beat

The beat of nature
Pounding away
Trees sway
Water rush down the river

Your heart racing
Not knowing whether this is a dream
Seeing nature and peace all around you
Surrounded by the most beautiful flowers you've ever seen

Then...........
It all vanishes....
The peace...
The calmness...
Everything.....

As it slowly turns into darkness...
Death....
Horror.....
The nightmare of all

Hearing the screams....
Seeing the tears....
Feeling nothing....
Except the razor blade against your skin