While the ones you love are dying within, you wonder what you can possibly do to help.
Surrounded by the darkness, your lost and feel alone, no matter how many people are around without you realizing you’re loved.
As you toss and turn at night, the devil feeds on your soul, feeling that the nightmares are real until you wake up crying, your heart pounding out of your chest.
Slowly tracing your veins with a knife, as you put pressure you can see the blood start to drip down your arm,
No pain, no nothing but complete and utter darkness...

It was a dark stormy night. I was down stairs in the living room, by the fire place, drinking a glass of wine. Then I heard a knock at the front door. I got up and started walking slowly towards it. I finally opened the door and there on his knee was Cody dripping wet from the rain. I was shocked. I couldn't believe that he was here. I saw in his left hand a beautiful red rose and in his right hand a small box. He opens the box and in it was a ring. It was simple but so gorgeous. I looked at him in shock. My face, red and a little smile. After a moment the smile was as big as could be. Then he said "Stace, do you love me?" I look at him puzzled, thinking why he'd ask that. "Of course I love you, you mean everything to me." He smiled, his hand against my soft cheek, as he quietly spoke, I saw the gleam of hope in his eyes. "Will you marry me?" Shocked. Eyes got big. Trying t find the words to reply but I'm so surprised by what just happened. He took my hand, said "I love you so much and I swear your the one I need to..... have to, be with. You are my one and only soul mate." Tears slowly running down my face, smiling. "Yes, I will, oh baby boy I can't believe this is happening, You are my whole world, of course I'll marry you." I quickly jump in his arms, hugging him tightly making sure he's as close to me as humanly possible.

As the days go on, you don’t know what will come around the next corner
Watching everything around you carefully
Not knowing what or whom will find you

A guy
Red hair with blue/grey eyes
He looks around, feeling someone is watching his every move
Then he turns his head, looking straight at you
You look away

He slowly walks through the crowd until he reaches you
Gives you one of those, cute, half smiles
As soon as you make eye contact
You realize that there’s, some sort of connection

Not knowing how to describe it
You try to work up the courage to speak
Don’t know what to say, so you freeze until something happens

It only took one minute
He said “hello”

With every night and day
There is love and hate
With everything pulling you in different directions
You feel lost and don't know who to turn to

The night of confusion
You meet someone exactly like you
The only difference is on the outside

Not knowing how to describe it
You think that you found someone who was meant to be in your life
Every day comes something new that you both have in common
Wondering, is there anything different about us?

Besides being a girl from a small country town in the north
This once a time stranger
A guy who is pretty much your twin
Living in different parts of the same country
Knowing you're so close, but yet you're so far apart

You feel a connection and a specific feeling towards him
A feeling you've never known before
You try to explain it but somehow you can't

Starts talking when they wake up
Stops once they fall asleep
Loves to hear his voice
Loves talking to him either way

With the future ahead
Can't tell you what will happen
Hope he stays in my life
Til my last word is spoken