i am lost in the static of the stars,
searching for any bit of their shine.
they’ve been whispering to me -
that’s never happened before.
it’s all in my head,
the stars behind my eyelids,
the whispers in the wind.
it is overwhelming.
i am overwhelming.
it is too much.
i am too much.
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i am trying to relax
i’m sorry i’m spinning