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Jul 2014 · 574
Attention
Deshawn L Downs Jul 2014
The broken voices
are the ones
that etch thier very souls
into the hearts of others
Deshawn L Downs Jun 2014
There are a lot if things that i absolutely hate about myself but this one is the biggest. It causes the most problems, makes me feel the most pain, and is the Bain of my existence.
I fall in love too easily
And i dont mean this little crush type thing, i mean a full blown ‘i would put my life at risk to help you’ kind of thing. I’m not falling for every woman i see, but i do fall head over heals occasionally and it *****. It is the worst thing in the world. it’s just really hard to explain. But i hate how deeply i fall for them because when it doesn’t work out or we never end up dating at all, it’s the worst feeling that I have ever felt.
Jun 2014 · 411
nothing
Deshawn L Downs Jun 2014
at 8 years old
i thought i could fly
i thought i could be a superhero
like superman
or batman
i used to put on my red sheets
and wear them as a cape
but they said it was just a child's dream

at 14 years old
i wanted to be a doctor
i wanted to heal everyone
because my mother died that year
and i never even saw her
but they said i couldn't do it
that i wasn't smart enough
no college would accept me

at 16 years old
i lowered my ambitions
i wanted to be a policeman
because i didn't need college
and everyone told me i wouldn't make it
so i conformed
to what they thought of me
and became what im not

at 17 years old
i hated myself
because i felt
i could never be anybody
never do anything
never be better
than what they said i would be

yesterday my dad
told me to sign papers
to join the military
so i agreed

i took out my lighter
and burned them in front of him
" *******! " i yell
" your the one who amounted to nothing "
May 2014 · 259
Plague
Deshawn L Downs May 2014
The existence of man is not something to be worried about,

It is something to be forgotten.

For man is the greatest good, yet the greatest evil.
May 2014 · 348
The broken
Deshawn L Downs May 2014
It's funny how it's funny
When everyone picks on the slow kid
When no one plays with the deformed girl
When everyone avoids the fat kid
It's oh so hilarious
To see their pain
As they walk the halls
That loom over them with judging visages
As thier peers and mentors do
The twisted smile they portray
To fake an "I'm okay"
Is the most darkly beautiful thing i have ever seen
Because they are broken
Deshawn L Downs May 2014
he watched as the sun set
on his daytime nightmare
the air was saturated wet
the frost clung to his hair
he looked at him for conformation
for the journey they were about to take
in this dire situation
a crucial decision he had to make
to travel to the holy land
in search of the philosophers stone
just to hold her in his hands
his sins, he will atone
he journeyed far and wide
for the secret to the power
and came back from the divide
upon the midnight hour
he knew what he had to do
to obtain just what he seeked
he slashed the villages throat
and drew mystic circles with their blood
the stone he did obtain that day
was wrote in stone and mud
he defied the laws of god and nature
in a single rash attempt
but the laws of god are tall in stature
his friend was gone, him full of contempt
before him was a mound of flesh
devoid of human soul
he lay there in his filth and blood
contemplating the just of god
plain English story (so this poem makes ):

a man lost his wife to a deadly and uncurable disease, leaving him a broken and depressed man. He hears grand tales of a man long ago who was able to create a philosophers stone by using alchemy, and bring back the dead. So with nothing left to lose he and his faithful dog set out to find or create his own philosophers stone in hopes t bring back his wife. After a few years of searching he comes back to the village a very changed man who looks like he has seen the worst humanity has to offer. He sacrifices everyone in his village in order to create the philosophers stone. But when he tries to bring back his dead wife, he succeeds to an extent but with a deep price. He lost his dog, his limbs, and everyone he ever loved, and only succeed in bringing back a mound of flesh without the soul of his wife. He then realizes that only god is able to interfere with life or death, and dies in a pool of his own blood.
May 2014 · 284
Just to get to you
Deshawn L Downs May 2014
I have walked a million different miles
To get to where you stand
And now that I am here
With my soar feet and tired soul
I realize that in the end
It was all worth it
May 2014 · 375
Squatch
Deshawn L Downs May 2014
The lush mountainside
Covered in the bright green trees
Was what he called home
This is totally a haiku about Sasquatch...I'm a ******* ******
Deshawn L Downs May 2014
Shrek opened up the doors to a new day
As I smiled upon his glistening beauty
His gradient rays warming every being and creature
Oh how I love Shrek.

— The End —