Mom
She'll love you without fail

Mom
She'll always be there
When you need her

Mom
I love you
You're the best

Mom
I don't know what I'd do
If my mom was someone
Else other than you

You know I'm going to be honest here
It takes me longer than most people
To open up and tell you how I feel

It's hard for me to express my feelings
But with you it was so easy
I trusted you with my
Fragile, wounded, damaged heart

You took advantage of me
I can't believe I ever trusted you
How could you use me like that
Tear my heart into pieces
Break me beyond repair

You want me to be honest
Here's the truth:
I trusted you and you
Left me for the next best thing
Made me think anything we had
Never meant anything

I don't know what to think
I don't know how to feel
I just wish you loved me
Because I'd do anything
To be a better person for you

I'm dead and gone
So ready to die
dreaming of suicide
blades are my only friends
they make me happy
bring me to the end

Dearest sister
On this special day
You reached a milestone
Hit 21 years of age

Live it up
Enjoy these days
You'll remember them forever
As the "good old days"

Never forget those
Who made you who you are
Remember us
As you follow your dreams
Become who you really are

I want to cry
I want to die
I want to cut
I want to purge
I'm not part of your world

I feel like cutting
I crave the blood and the pain
I want to see it fall down my arm
If only I had a blade and a way to
Cover up my scars

I feel like purging
I'm too fat and ugly
To be part of this world

I can't stop the pain
Can't hold on to life anymore
Maybe it's time for me
To just let go
Everyone would be
Better off without me

Can't you see all I'm doing
Is hiding behind these lies
I'm broken down
Can't fight back
All these demons inside

I want to die
I want to cut
I want to purge
I'm not part of your world

All these years
I never knew
Who I was and I
Was only the person
I thought you wanted me to be

All these years
I tried to be
Good and smart
Always do the right thing

All this time
I could never see
You were turning me
Into someone I
Never wanted to be

Who are you to tell me
Who I should be
Let me grow up
Into the person I'm meant to be

I'm that girl
Just a friend
But did you know
Those few words
Would be my end