How do you explain caring
Worrying about someone?
When your heart stops
When they're gone
Your heart goes out to them
All you want is to save them?

Everytime they're gone
You worry, wonder
What are they up to?
Hope that in time they
Will come back safely
Into your arms

Far away from inside myself
Watching this prosperous land
Sitting in front of me
With people sipping lattes
Plugged into a virtual reality
All seems so surreal

Children rush through
Shelves filled with
Memories of far out places
Losing themselves within
Someone else's stream of consciousness

Every day I wish that
I could fit in this
Bubble with the rest of you

At the end of the day
As the lights fade
Lonely pages are stuck
Waiting for someone
To give them a purpose

Time will never heal
All the pain you've caused
All the times a river
Flooded down my cheeks
Right through my innocence

Our black and blue past
Will never fade to grey
All the times the belt
Slammed into my back
Your fists grabbed my hair
Killed my pleasure

The future won't change
What you've done to me
How much you hurt me

This is goodbye
Not just for now
Bot forever

I'm in pain and I'm hurt
You said you would always be there
You'd love me forever
Be there for me and care
Never leave me
That was a bunch of *******

You hurt me beyond repair
I can't believe it
I'm so stupid
To have the nerve to
Believe
ANYONE
Could actually care

You said forever
You said I love you
Why all the lies

You hit me
Below the belt
Ya know what
I'm in pain and
I'M HURT

Sorry that I'm not worthy
You trusted me to
Stay strong
But I failed all of you

I'm sorry that I can't be there
At least not for now
I wish I could help you
Make it through the pain

I'm sorry I cared about you
That you meant a lot to me
Yet it was too easy
For you to let go of me

I'm sorry you never cared
I was a joke, some bet
You never really cared about me

I'm sorry I'm me
A mess a mistake
One huge ******
That you wish would go away

Sorry I didn't die at birth
Like I was supposed to
That woulda caused less problems

I'm sorry I'm here
Maybe I should do what's right
Go away and disappear

Best friends
Fall for each other
Try to go out
Dating doesn't work out

They break up
Yes, in this story
They remain friends

Poor little creatures
Stuck inside your shell
At least you get a choice:
Shall I stay in
Or should I come out?