Why is this world in constant hurry
We him and haw sniff and scurry
And in that world of constant hurry
Is brought about enormous worry

Not a second of care for how we harm
Greed and pain cause no alarm
Tears are shead in dark of night
Who really cares to do what's right

For mankind there is no concern
Or the many bridges we have burned
No hope for people like you and me
Who long to be blessed are not actually

Until the day we give up the ghost
We will all be tied to the whipping post
Searching for kindness that's for sure
But a world of misery we will have to endure

Every time I look at you
I feel it running through my veins
Your perfect smile your eyes of blue
My love for you remains

Your my unblemished Angel
Sent down from the sky
I share with you my everything
To you I tell no lies

I want you as my lover
But need you as a friend
That way I will always know
Our affection will never end

It's sad to say I do know
Someday that we will part
But my friend let me say
Your always in my heart.

I think of her upon waking
A nice way to start the day
I can't wait to see her beauty
She takes my breath away

Her blue eyes they own me
Every time she looks at me
No other woman has her beauty
She such a sight to see

Her smile is intoxicating
Just like priceless art
A truly beautiful woman
Who makes me fall apart

Maybe someday I will hold her
Make love on a bed of silk and lace
She's such a beautiful woman
She's my Angel Face

When you call me Sunshine
A smile runs across my face
It puts me in a good mood
In a happy place

I know that when I see you
My heart will start to race
Then I say Good Morning
To my Angel Face

Moments from your doorway
Soon I'll see you there
Oh so pretty blue eyes
Gorgeous chestnut hair

You know you make me weak kneed
Melt me just like snow
I just want to hold you
And never let you go

Let me take you by the hand
And walk you up the stairs
A wonderful sweet fragrance
That's coming from you hair.

Your smile puts me at ease
Your eyes say something more
Your body talks the language
A night of love is what's in store

I softly kiss you on top the head
Your cheek lies on my chest
As we stand at the foot of the bed
We gradually get undress

Standing there before me
In just your ******* and a bra
Your beauty catches me
Your the most beautiful sight I ever saw

I pick you up off your feet
And lay you on the bed
With ******* off I spread your legs
Your hands come to my head

I passionately play with your belly button
I pass down to your flower
I tease your little button hole
For what seems to be an hour

Your midsection moves like music
You let out blissful squeals
Your bottom moves up and down
I push my shoulders against your heals

You call my name your body flutters
You shake and tremble too
A smile comes across my face
I love to do this to you

I move up to the top
I look you in the eyes
Place my hand on your bra strap
I give a little tug and I feel a pop

I kiss your right breast then the left
Roll over on my back
I pull you over to me
I give you **** a little whack

You deliberately clime on top of me
You let slip out a little peep
You move down firm and easy
Until you go ***** deep

You move like the ebbe and flow of water
You ride like there's no end
I explode deep inside you
Then we do it all again

We fall into each other's arms
Our lips again they meet
Lay your head upon the pillow
As I reach down to pull up the sheet.

Now we fall asleep.

Lost in time
And lost in thought
How did I forget
The things  I was taught

Life seems like a game
Filled with enormous pain
And it cuts like a knife
As it all seems the same

Day in and day out
My mind is so troubled
I pray on my knees
Cause my life is in rubble

Theses tears that I've shed
From my heart that has bled
My blood it does trickle
But nothing is said

So I set here tonight
This needs to be right
But sure enough said
I'd be better off dead

I miss the closeness that we once shared
I'm a fool for you and I'll always care
I'm missing the bond we had for each other
And the energy we shared for one another

I miss how special that you made me feel
Want you to come back please hear my appeal
Your not some ****** I met in a bar
Your the woman of my dreams that's who you are

Your powerful spirit is inside my head
This weakness for you don't want it misread
You know that you have a part of my heart
I cry in the night cause we've grown apart

I never knew a woman so beautiful
As beautiful as you
A woman so wonderful
That's part of your beauty  to

I never knew a woman so understanding
Who could feel the way I feel
Just always know what to say
Never fake but always real

I never knew a woman who cared for me
Not quite the way you do
Never ever lead me on
Every word from you is true

I never knew a woman as desirable
Your smile leaves me wanting you
Leave me short of words and of breath
Weak and shaking too

I never knew a woman who can break my heart
And I would still be by her side
I'll be the one to never leave
My love for her I'll never hide.

Here I set with nothing to do
Dreaming about your eyes of blue
So many things you and I can do
But all I want is to make love to you

All day long I dream of you
How pleasing you look in navy blue
My heart jumps when I look at you
Have I told you I want to make love to you

My heart bounces around like a kangaroo
It's only you that I want to pursue
Lay you down in sheets of powder blue
All night long I want to make love to you

We could run away to Timbuktu
Or maybe even go to Katmandu
Wear lingerie that is Prussian blue
Anywhere I want to make love to you

I will always come through
Stormy sky's of iron blue
I don't have to make love to you
I just want to be next to you

What would life be like
If there were no broken hearts
Lust or true love
How would you tell it apart

How would you know
If you were really in love
And vulnerable  affection  
We would know nothing of

There be no pain or heartache
To hold on or let go of
No beautiful memory's
To always think of

No emotional tears
That need wiped away
No meaningful pleas
When you beg them to stay

For her eyes and her smile
This feeling unspoken
God knows for sure
If my heart has been broken

Here we are playing games with love
Where both of us just can't walk away
This magnetic feeling I can't get rid of
And all these doubts and fears to rise above

All the times I've tried and tried
And all the time that we've wasted
We both know we can't  cast aside
What we share and what we tasted

But I can count the tears I've cried
Tell me why is this feeling still kept alive
Still with all this pain inside
I know this feeling will still survive

Still on the day I set you free
I'll still be a prisoner to you
You will always carry my energy
And I'll always be the one you can turn to

I find myself thinking of you
Time and time again
To tell  you whats in my heart
Where do I begin

I see myself without you
Like a thousand times before
All of my affection
Is waiting  at your door

My hunger to be near you
Feel the warmness of your skin
Dying to know everything about you
If you only let me in

We know I can't be with you
Its a complicated fact
But the feelings that I have for you
Angel Face please know its not an act

On the bottom part of lonely
Drops of frozen tears I can't see
As I wander through our memories
I'm exhausted by the misery

Trying hard to hide my heartbreak
Every night I feel my bones shake
Imagine all that will never be
And all the secrets that are killing me

You know my heart is but an open book
And all the pages that you've over looked
You wrote the chapter with the bad dream
The only one that makes my soul scream

Devils and demons they whisper to me
An arrow less Cupid is crying for me
The queen of hearts will not set me free
This crush of love will be the end of me

Its been fifteen years sense I last heard your voice
Taken from all of us you didn't  have a choice
Gone from this world in just a blink of an eye
Still you had to leave us God has the reason why

You where never perfect had some human flaws
Did some heavy drinking your Demond's were the cause
But still you held your head up had integrity
Deep down you were a softie but intimidated me

And the way you taught us was harsh and never fair
But the way you loved us showed how much you cared
No one could ever read you...you were no open book
Build you up or break you down with a single look

You had the skill to make life the hardest of it all
You were always there for us all we had to do was call
You know I really miss you my heart your still part of
I know that you still love me and watch me from above

Woke up this morning
With an empty bottle of Patron
Three pairs of *******
What went on is truly unknown

Music is still playing
The fridge has got Champagne
Brunet, Blond, and Red Head
Let's do it all again

Let's go skinny dippin in the moon light
With three girls that's  alright
Nothing could be more right
To party like we did last night

Let's do it all over again
Play strip poker till no one wins
Drink Sam Adams naked
This is to fun not to do it again.

I see you dancing in my dreams
The Angel that you are
Your beauty is so extreme
So bright like a blazing star

You glide along in my mind
Your beauty so breath taking
I run for you but I fall behind
For you my heart is  aching

Nothing can be better than these dreams
Your mental picture does not escape me
You smile and I fall apart at the seems
Under your magic I can not break free

I can't escape the vivid dreams of you
And I do not wish to break free
All these dreams  I have of you
I will be your constant devotee

All this drinkin I am doing
Won't make your memory fade away
I've drowned myself in Kentucky Wiskey
My thoughts and feelings in disarray

This heart of mine has fell to pieces
A million shards laying on the ground
No doctor in this world could put it back together
So drinkin is the only hope for me in town

Every night I try to fall asleep cryin
But I'll just pass out again
I want to wake up with no lack of tryin
But I'll just come too again
I've played this game of love before
But your the one that I fell for
Now I'm drinkin with a broken heart

My friends say that I need to be careful
Cause I'm drinkin way to much
I'm head over heals *** over tin cups
Over you but clearly way out of touch

I have never drank like this before
But your the one that I fell for
Only wish that you could see
Now I'm drinkin with a broken heart

Every night I try to fall asleep cryin
But I'll just pass out again
I want to wake up with no lack of tryin
But I'll just come too again
I've played this game of love before
But your the one that I fell for
Now I'm drinkin with a broken heart

You most likely know this
But I think of you fondly
Each and every day

The warm scent of your hair
The sound of your voice
The strength that's in your eyes
Please know that I love you
Each and every day

I hope that you know this
I desire to love you
In oh so many ways
Each and every day

A walk in the park
Slow dancing for hours
Washing your back
When we're  in the shower
To take care of you
Each and every day

Maybe it's crazy
But it's all said an true
I honestly love you
Each and every day

I knew this day would come for you
Its not the kind of day to be blue
Behind the smiles I'll shed a tear
And hug you like a Teddy Bear

Your a proud woman and your strong
Tried to teach you right from wrong
Watched you grow from a little girl
A grown woman a cultured pearl

An now on your wedding day
So proud of you I must say
Your new life is ahead of you
Daddy loves you.... you know that's true.

Even before I wake
My mind anticipates the shake
Even before I am out of bed
My hand shakes like I said

Even before I am on the go
The shake follows don't you know
Even before I am out the door
Here comes the shake I can ignore

Even before the Meds kick in
I can't stop the shake from within
Even before you ask why
I have Parkinson's don't give me the eye

Why do we settle for just good enough
That everyday thinking makes life unpleasantly tough

Why do we care what others will think
That everyday thinking makes our best thoughts shrink

Why don't we reach for everything best
That everyday thinking makes us just like the rest

Why do we say we don't think like that
That everyday thinking makes us lazy and fat

Why can't we tell people how that we feel
That everyday thinking hides a love that is real

Why is it bad to want all that feels right
That everyday thinking give us feelings to fight

Why settle to just make the best of it
That everyday thinking makes a mind so unfit

Why do I settle for everyday thinking
When thinking like that my dreams begin shrinking

The snow is falling outside my window
Soft and easy like a melody
Though the cold comes off the window
The warmth of the snowfall is there for all to see

The moon is shining outside my window
Adding to the melody
In the silence of the of the moon light
Is a quiet snowfall for all to see

Outside my window the snow rests on the ground
Like a new warm blanket
Wrapping itself around the landscape
Bringing comfort for all to see

What's missing outside my window
Is a couple walking hand and hand
And their love that warms in the snowfall
That love for all to see

There's a tear in your eye
But your not saying goodbye
You knew this day would come
For Sarah

When you look back over the years
From where you two start
It all comes from your heart
For Sarah

With some fears of her own
As she starts her new quest
She knows you did all the best
For Sarah

At the end of the day
You know you can't stay
And its all the same love
For Sarah

And as the years they go by
There will be tears you will cry
All happy times
For Sarah

I hope some day you see
Because its not hard for me
That your the best mom
For Sarah

You live in a daydream
Your walking through life
Life's emotional pain
You know it cuts like a knife

Your setting here lonely
With dozens of friends
When hard times happen to hit
Those friendships suddenly end

Back in the daydream
Where you fall from grace
No one will help you
They'll tell you it's not their place

The people who know you
Have forgotten your name
Their to busy playing
All of life's little games

That's the difference between
Fortune and shame

I know that you love him
This I know is true
But  I love you from a distance
It's all that I can do

You've  been with him a long time
You have a life with him
Providing for your two girls
That's why you stay with him

Give them something you didn't have
This I understand
I'll never try to change that
I hope you understand

So I'll love you from a distance
That's what I have to do
But  I am just an old fool
Hopelessly in love with you

God knows I love you
He heard it again today
He sees the love that's in my heart
Growing stronger for you each day.

God knows I love you
My intentions are good and pure
He knows that I want your heart
It's what I want for sure.

God knows I love you
I need his help you see
To keep your best interest in mind
That you get the best from me.

God knows I love you
And I have His ear
I pray that he watch over you
And I make that very clear

God knows I love you
No matter what will be
Even if we are two ship
Just passing on the sea.

I was born in a place
Where friends and family interlace
I am a good and honest man
Trying to live my life the best I can

But I can't walk away from what we had
Tell me how did it all go bad
The best of love I gave to you
Goodbye on a note pad I came home to

Goodbye goodbye
It was written there plain to see
In red ink you said goodbye to me

I have known many women
Maybe even loved a few
But I never love any woman
As much as I love you

And I came home to see

Goodbye goodbye
It was written there plan to see
Right there on a note pad
You said goodbye to me

These words I have written down
Come straight from within my heart
The intensity of my emotions
Have been a blasé here from the start

Born from beautiful emotions
Theses feelings can not be bad
Overwhelming pleasure and weakness
Their like nothing I ever had

The strength of these feelings
Are rushing through my veins
Positively honest feelings
Her beauty fans the flames

I am talking about my love for her
Simple plain and true
I know that this is love
Thats the way I feel for you.

You are a beautiful woman
You know I more than tried
Explain these feelings for you
Now I keep them hidden inside

All the days I set alone
My mind is owned by you
Hide my feelings in my heart
Nothing else that I can do

You know how much I love you
I could give you so much more
I could give you more than feelings
Don't want to hide it anymore

You belong to someone else
I know he cares for you
Hide all the love I have for you
Something I have to get used to

All thought the night
The stars and the moon are so bright
My feelings are hard to constrain
But I stand here alone with my pain

Now here I stand
The cold bitter wind on my hands
But I got a firm grip understand
These feelings for you were not planed

Holding on
To these feelings for you
Holding on
Not sure what to do
Holding on
And it's not fair to you
Holding on

Now comes the dawn
A golden blue sky coming on
The warmth on my face I can feel
Please tell me this pain is not real

And in my heart
These feelings for you I impart
And the tears I don't want them to start
Cause that's when it all falls apart

Holding on
To these feelings for you
Holding on
Not sure what to do
Holding on
And it's not fair to you
Holding on

I don't want to hold it all inside
My feelings for you I don't want to hide
I want to feel the warmth of your body
The touch of your skin
The beat of your heart again and again.

The voice in my blood is howling for you
Pulsating veins scream out
These emotions I'm having for you.

Caged like a wild animal
That fights to be free
Untamed and natural
As all true love should be.

There is a chill in the evening air
As I stand alone in the moon light
Feeling your presence your everywhere
A comfortable feeling that's so right

As the moon light shines on me
I can feel your very existence
There are questions of what I see
Visions of you in the distance

I hear your voice in the breeze
As I look out over the landscape
Your image floats through the trees
You are everywhere I can't escape

The stars shine big and bright
Just like your beautiful blue eyes
And they dance in the moon light
Take me to uncontrollable new highs

And as I stand still in the night
I reach out wanting to hold you
Feelings so strong and so right
Woman I can not forget you

There is a chill in the air
The cold wind on my neck
I been drinking so much
I'm a physical wreck .

I stumble then fall
Roll around on the ground
I'm still looking for hope
But theres none to be found.

I continue to drink
And I call out your name
I pray that you'll come
And ease all my pain.

Knowing three words
Would dry all my tears
The touch of your hand
Would take away all of my fears.

I continue to drink
As the cold wind still blows
What happened to me
Nobody knows.

Woman your are my Angel
The apple of my eye
But you belong to someone else
Now all I do is cry

I want to hold you in my arms
Make love to you soft and sweet
Give you all I got to give
Make you feel complete

Hand and hand I'll walk with you
To have all your love would be a thrill
If your going to be with me
It would have to be Gods will.

You belong to someone else
That's something we both know
But I care for you like your my girl
I'll never let that go

I know your always safe with him
He loves you too I see
Even if I'm second best
Your just as safe with me

I know you love him
I can tell
But I sometimes wonder why
Not my place to question that
I'm just another guy

You may not care for me
The same as you love him
Your always going to be my girl
He's so lucky you love him

I love you
They are three simple words
Honestly said
Because it is true

I love you
Plain and simple you see
Directed at you
And coming from me

I love you
Don't ask me why
Because passionate hearts
Will never lie

I love you
And all that you do
Your hopes and your dreams
I pray they come true

I love you
The same three words
Because that's how I feel
How I feel about you.

Every time I look at you
I'm wishing you were mine
I'm fighting all these feelings for you
I do it all the time

You just mean the world to me
Your stuck inside my heart
I'm fighting all these feelings for you
Every time  we are apart

I don't have the answers
Don't have a crystal ball
I'm fighting all these feeling for you
Why did I have to fall

How do I hide theses feelings
They get the best of me
I'm fighting all these feelings for you
Why can't you be with be

I don't want to fight them
You know how I feel
I'm fighting all these feelings for you
What I feel for you is real

I walk up slow behind you
Place my hands against your hips
Rest my chin upon your shoulder
You turn and kiss my lips.

My hands shift up to clutch your breast
As I tenderly take off your top
My hands shift to your waistline
I feel the button gently pop

Down your thighs your jeans they drift
I peak down at your ****
As your jeans drop to the floor
I kneel and kiss that ****

Standing there before me
In just your ******* and a bra
And this is what I'll tell you
Your the most beautiful sight I ever saw.

In My Mind

Can I tell you about
The thousand times
I held your hand
In my mind

Or tell you about
Our footprints in the sand
As we walk the beach
In my mind

And tell you how
I caress your cheek
Look into your eyes
In my mind

Or tell you about
All the times
You rest your head
On my shoulder    
In my mind

I can't forget
To tell you about
All the times
You fell a sleep
In my arms
In my mind.

You say that you care
I wonder really
And in the night air
Its hard to think clearly
And as I start to cry
My whole body trembles
You don't want my love
My worlds in a shambles
And it isn't fair
To leave me here hanging
As I set here and stair
At the man in the mirror
I know you don't care
And it couldn't be clearer