when does the cold wind
stop blowing
the frost that lays upon the earth
and the long winters night end
when the first rose blossoms
radiant , soft
and the sun takes notice
for winter ended within myself
when i first took notice
of you
radiant , soft
and then the warmth of summer
fell through your smile

god i hate you
just one look
and i melt like butter
to your
hot steel knife gaze

esta noche mi amor
estoy en tus brazos.
  ruego al reza
la luna y estrellas
nunca dejan te chispa
la vela se desvanecera
saldra el sol
y con su luz
me dejas

when two people are apart
whose souls have spoken
during quiet moments
time like darkness
falls upon them
that is when dreams
come alive
and the soul speaks again

how do you kick someone to the curb
because you just might
fall in love
how to eat your own heart
do you taste the love going down
will it be seasoned with the
salt of your own tears
how do you leave their arms
in the first place
oh pure contradiction
the price of looking in the
wrong pair of eyes

sometimes i want to
push you down the stairs
do you have any clue
of all the pent up feelings
i have inside
sometimes i want to paint horrible things
i want to write poetry
that would have me jailed
in 23 states
i want to scream
is it too much to want someone
who says, yes go run outside through
the woods naked
better yet , join me
yes, sometimes i wish i would just die
sometimes, just sometimes

with you
i am adrift upon love
and there is no earth
to land upon