You never think-
     and you say i over think
     every single little detail.

You tell me-
     "enjoy the moment as it is"
     but what if it all burns out?

I'm scared, so scared
of losing you to the moment
because i'll be too busy being in it
to even realise you.

d.i.

as i lay awake,
my thoughts constantly wandered to you,
the way you dress, the way you walk,
you were just too perfect to be true.

it was 2:53am to be precise,
lying on my bed, just waiting for the sun to rise,
words, they mean nothing
if you're not done contemplating.

you told me you loved me,
but why does it hurt,
please take it away
for i can take no more.

it has been weeks,
but the longing is still there,
why isn't it going away?
was i not good enough to stay?

i miss you,
i still do,
and i want the feeling to wash away,
like how yours was never there.

d.i.

i wish there was a way,
to turn back time
so i could tell you,
how sorry i still am
and how stupid i was
to have ever let you go.

i could tell you
all the things i should have said,
but they are now just words,
they no longer hold
meanings, memories
of what we once had.
not anymore.

d.i.