he walks
alone
in the corridor
of the large school
everyone
stares at
him
his clothes
his hair
his glasses
he was not
that
different
he just
felt differently
about boys
he loved them
sometimes he loved the
one boy
more than he could
ever love
himself.


m.g.

I love you more than la luna. You are my everything, and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. Even though you don’t think you’re beautiful, you are more beautiful than anyone I’ve ever seen. I love you so so much. You’ve been with me in my darkest, most awful days. When I was crazy, you still loved me. I will never be more grateful for anything more in my life, than I am for you. I am so in love with you. The first time I laid eyes on that picture of you, I couldn’t stop talking about you, and we hadn’t even talked before that. Except that one time when we were talking about clothes, and about how boys were attracted to you or something. I was jealous of them, to honest. Those boys got to spend time with my world, my everything. I want to spend my time with you, baby. Every minute, every hour, every second.

slowly
my happiness disappears
it never liked to stay
and it never has
it was just a visitor
and depression
was my home
the familiar feeling
of the blade
almost touched my
skin
the cold blade
was an old friend
of mine
and i liked it
as twisted as that may sound.

m.g.

i fell in love with him
like the way
that blood moves
through the body
in waves,
but she had
always been around him
and now he was mine,
stay away from him
what is mine
is mine.

people say
‘it’ll be okay’
yet
they dont know
the
pain
inside
that
cuts me to
the core
while my sadness
pours out
in gallons
of tears
and whispers of
‘i’ll never be good enough
for you.’

m.g.

right now
i’ve got that
sick
pitiful feeling
in the bottom of my stomach
i like to think
it’s because
i love you so
but i think it’s because
you don’t love me
back.

m.g.

the way
you make
me feel
is like
a ray of sunshine
shown
onto my
poor
mislead heart
your smile is
probably
the only thing i look
forward
to everyday
i love you,
i really
truly
love
you.

m.g.

eyes
glitter with the hope
of a new
beginning
i pray for a new
life
one to start over
one with no pain
suffering
loss.


m.g.