Repentance is more than a one time event

It is beyond all of the words that you have spent

It begins at one time , matures and continues to grow

Repentance is a process
that has a beginning
without an ending to go

Your hurt words
Hurt more
Than your well
Words
Make well

It's like chronic pain
Get outta my brain
Would you please refrain
From injecting these tender
Veins
With perfectly outdated ways
To sustain
My imperfections mundane

Queen barista ***** on retreat yo
Mobbing fashionista smokin' reefah

Bro

Think you Christo?
Some bueno vista preyista?

goddess garlica antagonista?

I hate oregon
It hates me

Chomp bite chew bleed

Repeat

Chomp bite chew bleed

When did freedom start
Feeling so confined
How does pure desire
Find its way to shackles
&
  Wade so deep
  In
  
Codependent indecision
    
     Just settle in
      With how you've been
       Afflicted
        Don't worry child
         Life's never mild
      
           Don't make it bigger
            Than it needs to be
             To have a reason
              To run and flee
               It's OK child
              
                It stings
                
                 When you feel
                  Hungry on Tuesday
                   & by week's end
                   You're
                  
                    Diving off the deep end
                    
                      Do not be alarmed
                      
                    
                    
                        
                           It's just your
                            Beating heart
                            
                            Earning every drop
                            Of love you've
                            Fought for
                            Dropped for
                            Stopped for

Why don't you look right
In front of you..
Is it so hard?

  Quite the little shard
   Of annoying glass
    That wedged itself
     Into the most
      Ridiculous uncomfortable spot
      
       Right beneath
        The chemical burn
        On your minds eye
        That happened
        From the
        Battery acid leak
        On the night
        You touched it
        To your tongue
        One too many times
        And you felt
        
        Spiders
        
        Up your spine
        There is no going back
        To a conscious
        Decision landlocked
        
Within the

        Inner space
        And time
        
        Before ---you threw
        The dime
        Onto the ground
        With no rebound
        No rebound
        No
        Rebound

Sovereignty
Accept, claim, & take
Sovereignty

When you're ready
When you know

Need I be so bold?

Sovereignty

Will rush every
Crevas of your body
Like luscious
Bathable liquid gold