She says hello.
I give a distant reply.
I really don't know
the where, the how or why.

I keep hoping for some kind
of dream to realize.
She haunts the visions in my mind.
I try to keep these sighs from becoming cries.

I can't stop dreaming
of the love I have.
I can't stop dreaming
of the love I have.

Why the hell must I sleep alone?
Why the hell can't I hear you on the phone?

My eyes tear up
from all of these thoughts.
I just can't stop
thinking of you, whom I have not.

I wish I were stronger
than I am being right now.
That I could be with you longer,
but I just don't know how.

I can't stop dreaming
of the love I have.
I can't stop dreaming
of the love I have.

Why the hell must I worry?
Why the hell? I am sorry.

I can't stop thinking
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop worrying
I can't stop loving

You.
You.
You.
You.

I think I'm crazy.
Others will conclude the same.
Muddled brain is hazy,
makes everything seem so lame.

Do you know a freak when you see it?
A blistered monkey on my back.
Do you know a creep when you ***** him?
Another ****** has a heart attack.

I think you may be wrong.
Normal wastes the day away.
I wearily write this song,
as I try to begin my day.

Do you know a freak when you see it?
A blistered monkey on my back.
Do you know a creep when you ***** him?
Another ****** has a heart attack.

Not to exclaim "I'm a killer!"
But you see my knife is in your back.
Jesus claimed that we're all sinners,
and we all have some **** to smack.

Do you know a freak when you see it?
A blistered monkey on my back.
Do you know a creep when you ***** him?
Another ****** has a heart attack.

Another ****** has a heart attack.

How long has it been?
A while I am sure.
Positive I love you,
Positive I 'm not through.
You are my favorite love.

Because you are beautiful,
Intelligent and cool.
Really wish I could be with you,
To share the ambiance and view.
Happy doesn't begin to
Describe the feelings you give me.
A few minor problems can't keep me away from
Your sweet embrace.

Just can't tell others how much you mean to me.
A cute voice and face and so much more,
Could I count myself as one of the lucky? It
Kills me to think about the times we are apart.
It makes me sad, however I want you to know that you are
Everything to me and I love you with all of my heart.

**** on my hands
Feet steeped in dirt
My back pains to stand
My raw **** begins to hurt

Excuse my vulgarity as it is not my intent
Excuse my anger as it tends to become violent
Excuse yourself for your ignorance and malice
Excuse my voice, if you want quiet crazy go ask Alice

Watch my face as I start to grin
It kinda ***** to watch you win

My aggression teaches lesson
My death is all that is left

Watch the water as it turns black
Black as my soul
Black as coal

My sin is your deliverance
My goal is your difference

Can't you see how blind I am?
Cant you feel how hurt I am?
Wash the blood of of my hand
Wish you luck I don't give a ****

Can you people guess my direction?
It has become hard to maintain *******
The voices blend into a shout
Hard for me to figure it out.

If you want sleep
Don't be a creep
For your soul will weep
For your eyes will start to bleed.

I can hope you decipher my message
If not well **** my guesses
Of your thoughts and intentions
All apologies of which I speak
Can't help when my eyes don't blink

Could I be an adventurer and be romantic?
Could you be a dark beauty and torture me?
Could our daughter be macabre and evil?
Could our son be fat and homely?
Could my brother be bald and creepy?
Could my mother be a witch and curse?
Can a servant be eight feet tall?
Can a severed hand solve all of our problems?
Can my cousin be made of hair?
Can we be The Addams Family?

Dozens of voices
scream out at once
in different tones and accents
each with it's own personality.

I don't blink,
I don't sigh,
I don't think,
I don't cry.

You will never understand
angst like this.
You will never understand
rage like this.

I know why,
I won't stare,
I don't lie,
I don't care.

One little voice remains
telling me to stop.
I erase it.
I erase myself.

Blink and you'll miss it.

What the hell is wrong?
What the hell have I become?

Another useless ****
pulled apart from the middle.
No ******* luck!
No, not even a little.

What the hell is wrong?
What the hell have you become?

Another selfish lie
pours out your hole.
You must be ******* high!
No ******* soul.

What the hell is wrong?
What the hell have we become?

Two estranged *****.
Can't keep peace.
Waiting for our fix!
Won't break the leash.

If I could run,
I would take a gun (with me)
Sing this song,
Sing this song as I cry (with you)

If I die, won't you?