I want to ease you out of the mess you've gotten into.
I want to be the one to save you from it.
I want you to not have to worry about deceit or suspicion.
I want you to snap out of your 3 year coma.

If I could end it all for you, I would be the happiest I've been in a very long time.
Your beauty is only matched by your strength to endure and your blind loyalty to a man that doesn't deserve it.
I have more respect for you than all of my friends for that.
I wish I could have that much devotion in my life, with my relations.
If only I had you.

You are so ****** unique, so ****** beautiful.
I want to end your pain, but I don't know how.
I cry for you.
I cry for the day you wake up.

The strength to continue,
that's what I have now.
To sally forth.
To rise from the ashes,
like a Phoenix given life.

If anyone tries to stop me,
I will cut them where they stand.

I will conquer my fears,
and swallow them whole.
Watch as I consume your hatred,
and **** it back out.

If anyone tries to stop me,
I will cut them where they stand.

Watch the **** out!
Watch the **** out!
Watch the **** out!
Watch the **** out!

If anyone tries to stop me,
I will cut them where they stand!

This is a cry for help.
Help me.
I wish to harm myself and others.
Harm them.

Look at how happy everyone is.
I must turn my head.
If I have to look at this
I'm going to end up dead.

Drugs won't help.
Neither will *****.
I may as well stay in this hell.
****, I have nothing to lose.

If I have frightened you with my words,
Don't be afraid to comment.
I want to hear the sound of birds,
I don't want to *****.

****
****
****
****

What have I done?
Done
Done
Done

Life is worth losing.
Life is worth losing.
Life is worth losing...

Don't take what I say in anger to heart.
It ruins me.
I want you to be happy.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
Disregard these angry rants.
I wish to say I'm sorry and to wish you luck.
If I could take back everything I would.
Jackie, I love you and I wish you find in someone else what you could not find in me.

Somebody new.
Finally
somebody new.
I couldn't ask for anything
more.
I am broken.
I need someone to repair me.
Will you be the one to do it?
I hope so.

If you were a mirror
I would break you
If you were a can
I would crush you
If you were a cd
I would scratch you
If you were a toilet
I would **** on you

But you are none of these things
You are a frightened little girl
So now all I can do is feel bad for you
Because I don't like hurting little girls

Dumb *****
Look what you had
Dumb *****
You treated it bad
Dumb *****
I'm done with pain and tears
Dumb *****
To lose attention is one of your fears
Dumb *****
Look at you now
Dumb *****
Keeping the worst, though I don't see how.
Dumb *****
I still love you
Dumb *****
I dedicate this poem to you