So you think you're special
You're just a footnote
Of things to come

I could stop
Crying over you
Go out and find someone new

As a matter of fact that's just
What I'll do
******* I will come out of this
On top

On top
On top
On top
On top.

I'm better now.

Why do you love me so
I have nowhere else to go
I can't keep myself in check
You once made me a wreck
I will never stop myself
I am the one put in this hell
You don't have to cry in fear
I will always try to hear
Why have we become estranged
Why the hell am I so strange
You will grow bored and never look back
I am just useless, stupid and lacking tact
I will never feel that again
If you want me to leave just tell me when
I am ******* scared
I would like to feel you care
Never going to stop this pain
Never going to end my shame
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
We should stop
We should stop
We should stop
We should stop
We should stop
We should stop
WHY

She is the most beautiful creature on this whole earth flowing in the breeze like a moth to a flame I reason with these forces of nature but something opposes this a twist of fate a bitter twist of fate I just need to make it perfect a factor corrupts I can't control my temper a weird rapacious element of surprise a catch in the throat of real awareness towards something I love so much yet am never around. A blissful unawareness to darker elements I cannot compose anything more meaningful streaming from my mind to the fingers which type this out. I **** Hellopoetry with intelligent prose of which I am capable.

High and *****
Don't ask for much
High and *****
Is what it is
High and *****
Likes to complain
High and *****
Gets way too excited
High and *****
Writes and beats
High and *****
Is more often than not
Sad and lonely

There is evil
And there is this
A sharpened blade
Between your lips
A swift pull
Widens the smile
Two apples
Choke
A steel pole
In your hole
Shoved until
It pierces the fruit
A fire lit
Underneath
My mouth waters
Knife and fork in hand
As you roast

Sweet sickness
I cure with
This bottle of
Jack

Empty reasoning
You don't understand
Just how I
Feel

I sit and watch the world go by
I'm so sad
I can't stand it anymore
I am mad

Headache I have
It hurts so bad
Marijuana helps dull the
Pain

Watch as I
Twist in this
Sick convulsion I have
Made

I sit and watch the world go by
I'm so sad
I can't stand it anymore
I am mad

Your arrogance is what
Shall feed
Watch out now
You'll bleed

I sit and watch the world go by
I'm so sad
I can't stand it anymore
I am mad (x2)

Can't any of you see
how tasteless you appear to me?
The lowest common denominator
of which this town is full
has begun to tire me.
Think I should leave you all
be for awhile. Nothing you can
ever say can begin to interest me
anymore. You are all d bags, b holes,
and ******. Attention is what you seek
stupidity is what you present.
I will leave you with this to ponder as I sail away
from this stupid **** island surrounded by a
**** sea.