Never looking back!
Never thinking twice
Had you on my mind..
Turning me to ice.

Now I'm free to run!
Heading to the sun
Always on the run
Never going back

Or to stop and think
That would make me sick
Always on the run
Its the runner's high.

Never looking back
Don't even say goodbye
Now I'm out of time!
Time to sprint away

Spare my breath for me
Say nothing in return..
Running in between
Going on full blast

Never looking back
Never thinking twice
Always on the run
It's the runners high.

I freak out.
Where did you go?!
You texted me just like a minute ago!!

I cant even breath, how will i survive?
Without you i cant see any **** light!
But there you are again, a reply to my text.

I can relax, and finally take a breath.
I cant handle being alone like that.
I should, but I just freaking cant.

Sometimes I feel Im addicted to you.
When the cravings get rough
Im not in the mood for anything else.
I want you, i need you, it doesn't make sense.

I wish it would stop
For its breaking my heart.
You wont always stay with me
We'll drift some apart.

were opposites, i know this.
Me the responsible, controlling one.
And you having fun just breathing the sun.

It may seem like a game to you,
but its different to me.
many times because of you
I felt my heart bleed.

Remember that time when you didnt come over?
Because of a guy you met on my birthday?
Well it made me cry.
Not cry but shatter. A puddle of tears that to you
just doesnt seem to matter.

Come on! You would say,
its no big of a deal!
I cant explain how that makes me feel.

Like you shredded my soul.
Like your not my friend.
like i dont mean a thing to you,
it was all for pretend.

Are you undercover?
Am i just some help?
Why should I be loyal
when you leave me dead?

You shatter my heart,
make me explode,
I busrt into tears

But no.
You just cant handle it all.
Youll smirk and let the whole thing fall.
I know i cant trust you, i must stop this now,
But I realize that my emotions are keeping me down.

I can never "unfriend" you.
Im bounded too tight.
Without you I wont be able to see your blue light.
I'd leave, but being too loyal to you, i'd never do anything to really harm you.
In the end well always stay friends,
Cause we know were the only ones who can understand each other the best.

There is something about your smile that makes me want to stay
Something about your eyes that sparkle remind me of morning rain.
Something in that hair of yours that makes it worth the while..
Something in that mind of yours that really makes me smile.

Too bad I crave so much
That you werent ready for
My exploding emotions that spilled over you
When you simply just sent me a heart,
I wanted you, I thought of you
But you didnt want me back.

Why did you send that heart of yours?
It melted me like gold.
I felt so bright, until our fight,
which ended cold as stone.

You also had a brother,
Too bad he was your twin.
I mixed you both,
It made me cry that you both looked the same.

You probably don't even care right now
This was just a summer fling..
But youll never know
that when of you I let go
How deep my sorrow is.

I visited your house once,
And saw the both of you.
But you stabbed me again,
with your morning rain,
and made me unhappy again.

You sat there motionless, cold.
Ignoring my faint hello.
You walked right by me without even a glance,
And both pretended to be in a trance.

Im sure you found love
with another girl
Im sure shes delighted
Oh lucky her.

But this is just life
And it's sure to repeat,
But oh how gruesome
To admit my defeat.

I was standing on the edge of silence
But as I tried to fall
A sound of someone screaming
Stopped my silent fall

It was the world around me
I couldn't escape the sounds
So I tried the edge of silence
For the millionth time now.

This loud, bright void of voices
Seem to drown out peace
But sadly the edge of silence
Wasnt something I could achieve

My mind went blank
I was lazy and tired
To communicate and listen to the world..

But we live here now
And thats all here now,
So I try to embrace
Try to make space
For this very loud, bright colored
noise.