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Danni May 2014
My face is covered in salt
because of you.
Danni Apr 2014
I’m gonna do it.
I’m gonna hit ‘send.’
Hit ‘send.’
Just hit ‘send.’
Send.
Sent.
Sky
Danni Mar 2014
Sky
I am like the sky.

We blush at the same
        moments:
before the dark,
and before the light.

We don't know the difference.
Danni Jan 2014
It feels like someone took a knife to my back,
and tore open my skin in one, slow motion.

It feels like the person reached into the gaping hole,
and is still pulling on my muscles, my ribs, and my lungs.

The someone is pulling and twisting on my insides,
their big hands attacking me from behind.

The person stops, and my hopes rise.
Then the someone shoves the knife into my open wound.

Twisting and pulling again,
this time with the original offender.

My muscles are angel hair,
covered in my own marinara sauce.

Playing with its food,
the someone twists my strands,

she slices them,
slicing me again.

Soon the whole me
will be bits of me.

As long as she keeps twisting and pulling,
I’ll continue my way to my death bed.

My death bed,
covered in angel hair.

My death bed,
covered in my marinara sauce.
Danni Dec 2014
You are the Mickey to my Minnie,
the Prince Charming to my Cinderella.

You're there for me always,
so I'm never alone.

You smile to me,
and show me the way to go.

You are the Ben to my Leslie,
the Eric to my Ariel.

I know you'll always be there for me,
to smile to me so I can smile too.
Danni Mar 2016
I'm like a sponge:
the more water,
the more I grow;
the more you squeeze,
the more I shrink.

I can handle the water,
I take what I can and brush off the rest.
I absorb what's needed
and can use that to help others
and apply it to my life.

But squeeze me like a ***** sponge,
everything pours out of me.
I can only take so much
before everything starts to flood -
everything that I ever kept in pours out.

I'm like a sponge.
I can take in a lot,
hold it all in,
but once you squeeze me,
get ready for a ***** flood.
After I wrote this, I realized that it comes across as me crying, but I'm writing about anger.
Danni Apr 2015
This isn't a poem, as you can probably tell.  (I'm sorry!)  I just need advice!

I'm trying to decide whether while working this summer, I would want to focus a lot on music and how I might want to portray it - like through covers and mashups and all that jazz.

I've been told I have a nice/lovely/beautiful voice and I love to sing and really never stop.  And I'm almost always listening to music, and I can guarantee you I always have a song stuck in my head (usually Cher's Believe).

I just don't know if I should do it.  Never mind post to the Internet - that time will come when it may.  But I just don't wanna go out and buy a recording microphone, mic stand, a capo for my guitar, and have someone tune and change the strings (because I cannot tune a guitar even if the world depended on it) of my tiny guitar that I'll basically have to spend time learning again.

I really want to, but it's really the money aspect that I'm worrying about.

Should I just do me and go for it and if I really like it, then I can go out and buy all that stuff if I wish?
Danni Oct 2014
You cried,
and I held you in my arms.
Never wanted to let you go.

Tears of happiness,
the best kind of tears to shed,
built up in your eyes.

I wiped them away,
told you it'll be okay,
just praying for this to stay.
Danni Mar 2014
We finished talking;
no more words to say,
no more time to spare.
Yet I still had a story to tell,
but time was gone.

What I wanted to share was far
        too graphic, far too heavy,
to be told before parting.
An eagle can't swoop to the lake
to scare the fish.
It must complete its task
and take its time.
If you only have time to scare,
you don't have time to spare,
save the story if you care.
Danni Sep 2014
Tears in the shower
caused by a friend,
would rather die
than be hurt again.
Danni Sep 2014
thanks for putting me
back in my depression.
some friend you are.
Danni Mar 2014
Home is where five taught me life,
told me its tricks,
and showed me its hidden secrets.

The artist who showed me secret passageways,
who inspired me to capture memories,
to capture one at a time.

Focus on one thing at a time;
too many focal points is messy.
One thing at a time, you’ll make your
        masterpiece.

Capture the time in multiple shots,
you’ll find the winner.
Capture the moment in time.


The astronomer, the birder,
who taught me to take a step back,
and look to the sky from the ground.

Look for the patterns of far away suns,
listen for the melodies sung by small singers
        in the trees,
pay attention to the beauty of every pattern,
        every song.  None are the same.

So listen when the singers sing,
look up when the sky is dark,
and bask in the beauty that is all around us.


The historian who helped me remember the
        past,
and move on from it.
The historian who held me when no one else
        would.

Remember back to the day.
Feel it, remember it,
put it behind.

It won’t do anything for you now.
The past only shapes you.
Learn from it, grow from it.


The speaker who gave me new eyes,
more perspectives,
and respect for all.

We all come from different backgrounds,
different cultures,
even at home.  We’re all different.

Judgment for differences is foolish,
because we’re all different -
no one is the same.


The reader, the writer, who taught me
        individualism,
to be myself with no fear,
who gave me my dreams.

You can do whatever you set your mind to,
no one can tell you otherwise.
Do whatever makes you happy,

because you’re the only you in this world.
No one person is a waste, a no one, or a
        nothing;
we’re all somethings.  Sometimes it takes
        time to find

what we are, who we are,
but that’s the adventure of life,
and it never ends.


Soon I’ll be brought back to them:
the artist who taught me patience,
the astronomer, the birder, who taught me
        gratitude,
the historian who brought me back to bring
        me forward,
the speaker who spoke words of wisdom
        that taught me kindness,
and the reader, the writer, who showed me
        me.
Danni Oct 2014
The best part of this
is being able
to make a happy song
sad.
Danni Jun 2014
India, China,
Venice and Rome.
Oh, the places I will go.

Lisbon, Paris,
Vancouver and Peru.
Oh, the places I will travel through.

Istanbul, Dublin,
Kenya and Cairo.
Oh, the places I will go.
Danni May 2014
I'm gonna tell you how I feel
and pray you still feel the same too.
Danni Jun 2014
I always knew I looked like her:
same eyes, smile, ****** expressions,
and even our glasses and smiles.
I always knew that my curls and her
        straight hair separated us.
I always knew that we liked the same things,
disliked the same things.
I always knew our hands wrote the
        same.
I always knew that her fear of
        something
and my love for that thing
made us unique,
but today I learned something new.
We talk the same.
I may swear more,
but I'm not really sure.
I've heard her swear once when she
        was mad,
and every other time,
she was reading a foul line.
But when we're happy,
we have the same tone,
the same speed,
the same words.
When we're sad,
you can hear it in our voices,
see it in our eyes,
notice it in our slouching spines.
And when we're proud of others,
we let them know.
Oh, over and over again,
we let them know.
I'm proud to say I'm like her,
and maybe not seeing her for a year,
I'll be okay.
Danni May 2014
I hate feeling this way.
It eats me alive.
Danni Sep 2014
This is where it ends,
this is where it all begins.
Danni Feb 2014
I know the truth behind it all,
but I swore I would not tell.
I just hope that someone takes the fall,
the one who pushed too well.

I know the truth behind it all,
I know the lie that hath been told.
I don’t know why I have to hold,
because the lie hurt more than this ever will.

I am too strong to my word, but keep it in I will.
Just know that when it gets too far, I will spill.
I want no more tears to fall,
I want peace for all.

No more lies to tell,
no more secrets to keep in my well.
I know the truth behind it all,
and I cannot just watch her fall.
Danni May 2014
Ever since I lost a friend
to a truth she refused to take,
I fear sight from all eyes
on me, seeing the liar
I am truly not.
Danni Mar 2014
There are two places where I feel safe,
here, this very site,
and that room.

It's weird to say I feel safe in a room
such as that,
it's a classroom.

But it's the one of my hero,
so I guess it makes sense.
Right?

I don't know.
All I know is that when I'm in there,
like when I'm on here,
I want to spill everything.

I want to tell her of the
**** that wasn't ****,
but I know I shouldn't

because who wants to hear that?
And will I even have the guts
to use my vocal chords to say it?

Can I say it aloud?
I never even told her the real reason Kung Fu came to an end,
that ****** assault has been a common occurrence the past few years.

I can even see the awkwardness now.
She'd ask how it was but was not,
and I'd have to tell her how I let my innocence go, to an extent.
I said no ***,
but it went in,
his underwear being my savior.

I'll tell her how I'm leaving to the next tower,
because my roommate kicked me out,
even though she was the one who caused the problems.
I'll tell her that, no problem.

I'll tell her how my neighbors
are strangers who think they know me.
I'll tell her my excitement to leave all this.
I'll tell her that, no problem.

But how do I tell her of my assaulter?
I need to outwardly tell somebody,
and I need one of her hugs.
Maybe it'll slip out.

I want to tell her, though.
I want to tell a lot of people.
But do they want to hear it?
That's my question.

There are two places where I feel safe:
here,
and that classroom.
Danni Nov 2014
I cannot see myself
with anyone but you.

People can judge
and say all they want,

but I will never stop loving you.
Danni Oct 2014
Why can't I be normal?

On or off,
something's off.
Too upset
or too crazy.
There's never an
in-between.

Either way,
people question
why I am
the way I am.

Sometimes I wonder,
What's the point
of going on?


I'll be dishonest with you,
and tell you
I feel accepted all the time.

The only one who gets me
lives two hours away,
and I'll be honest,
and tell you this,
he should be expecting
a call from me today.
Danni Dec 2015
All I needed was for you to stay,
for you to hold me while I cried.

Because all I do is feel alone,
but when you hold me, I feel so much
        more.

But it was an inconvenience to you,
so you left me here to cry.

You say you're sorry, and I know you are,
but it's hard to accept your apology

when it comes from you thinking your
        pain and bad mood tomorrow
trump my grief and sorrow.
Danni Mar 2014
I visited and it happened again.
I grew excited and saw who I needed to see,
for the most part,
but I always forget that a visit
requires an end -
I would have to leave at some time.
Danni Sep 2014
Waking up with a smile,
so rare.
Tell me,
how do I do this
again?
Danni Nov 2014
What did you expect from me
when I'm crying,
and you know every reason why?

What did you expect from me
when you claim to understand me?
It is clear through your tone
that that's what you think,
but I sure as hell can tell you:
you don't know.

What did you expect from me
when you walked into my room
like you owned it?

What did you expect from me
when you say I overreact,
then insult me in any way possible?

What did you expect from me?

What do you expect from me?

I can tell you what to expect.
But maybe that might be an "overreaction."

I don't answer to you.
Good bye,
and good riddance.
Danni Mar 2014
When I teach you,
I'll try to be kind.

I'll keep your dreams in mind,
and try my best to keep their
        breaths.

When I teach you,
I will hold your hand till the time is
        right,

and I know you can do it on your
        own.
And if you need me, for work or for
        safety,

know I'll always be there.
Because when I teach you,

it goes you then me,
you have dreams ahead while I live
        mine.

When I teach you,
I'll try to keep your dreams alive.
Why
Danni Feb 2015
Why
I don't know why you love me.
I am the most annoying person on our
        planet.
How can you love someone like me?

I have more baggage than a person should.
I have more energy than should be
        attainable.
I don't know when to stop,
or I stop too early.

I trust too much,
and I trust too little.
There is never an in between with me.

I don't know why you love me,
and in this poem I tried to find my answer,
tried to hear your voice say it in my head,
and I could hear it,
I just don't know why you said it.
Why
Danni Jun 2014
Why
Why do you care about me?
I'm nothing like you.
Danni Nov 2014
I was going to do it on my own,
but I was rudely interrupted.
I mean, I've tried before,
but you never got it.

I'm sorry,
not sorry.
Enlighten me.
Why should I apologize?
Danni Aug 2014
In all the weeks of your ignoring,
lack of talking,
I doubt highly
you won't recognize me
on this day of all
and wish me it spectacular.
Danni Apr 2014
Exhausted with a mind racing.
Need to rise in six hours,
mind still racing.

Thinking back on him,
about all of them.
Wondering about her response,
about whether she'll pounce.

He ruined me,
and now they are too.
My ability to trust is withering.
And if she doesn't respond,
I'm done for.

Dreaming of a trusting world,
analyzing every current and past
        detail,
not leaving out a single thing.
I hope to be happier,
but maybe that's impossible
if all these things and all these
        people
continue to wreck me.
You
Danni Feb 2014
You
You're the biggest **** I've ever met,
and you think you're a saint.
Danni Aug 2014
It's probably too early
to write one about you.
But to hell with it.
You're turning my depression
back into optimism.
Putting the smile back
on my once-forever-frowning face.
Placing laughter and positive spirit
back in the dark cloud above my head.
Danni Jan 2016
You said you'd be there whenever I needed you,
but when I needed you most,
you never came through.

I know it's hard to understand the grieving I'm going through,
but you never tried to understand.

Instead, you just looked at me with judgment,
as if wanting to tell me,
"It was just a baby…move on with your life."
Danni Oct 2014
I can't help but
stare at the picture
where you kiss my cheek
in the middle of your show
and think that maybe
for once
I've got something going for me.
I'm not a failure.
Danni Mar 2014
Why do people judge your name
        already?
You haven't even taken a breath yet.
You haven't even another half to you
        yet.

Your name is one of beauty,
one that shows strength.
It's like a jewel,
full of beauty, elegance, and
        strength.

Your name is after the one who
        fought and defeated my villains.
It's after the one who stood by me
when I stood alone on the sheet of
        ice
floating atop the melting sea.

I used to hate your name,
but the one it's after changed it all
        for me.
The one of the name gave me hope,
and I have hope for you.

Judgment is not necessary
for a name of a child unborn,
unconceived, unfathered.
A name is a name,
each with its own purpose,
its own story.

Your name is one dear to me,
a story I tell a whole lot,
one whose purpose is to give
        hope.
Danni Feb 2014
You told me three days ago
you'd talk to me tomorrow.

Well, that was just another one of your lies,
infamous lies.

I care a lot about you.
I am interested in you.
We'll talk tomorrow.

All lies.
All you ever told me were lies.
Danni Dec 2014
You wonder why I hate you
when you send me pictures
of the man who messed up me.

You wonder why I'm upset
when you laugh in my face
and mock my brain.

You wonder why I don't talk to you
when you would play on my deficit
to have a companion to fail with.

You wonder why I reacted the way I did
when all you did was mock me,
make fun of me, and use me.

— The End —