You wonder why I hate you
when you send me pictures
of the man who messed up me.

You wonder why I'm upset
when you laugh in my face
and mock my brain.

You wonder why I don't talk to you
when you would play on my deficit
to have a companion to fail with.

You wonder why I reacted the way I did
when all you did was mock me,
make fun of me, and use me.

If love never dies,
then what you had for me
was never love.

The emptiness I feel
is so full of self-hatred,
I wonder if I'm even empty.

Can't wait to be alone,
be away from it all.
Everyone's gone,
or we hate everyone,
or everyone hates us,
and we only have each other.
I only wish this could last forever.

We get the sun, the moon,
the stars, the clouds - all to ourselves.
No one can interrupt us.
No one's here to disturb us.
No one can tell us what to do.
Everyone's gone,
and we've got things to do.

I cannot see myself
with anyone but you.

People can judge
and say all they want,

but I will never stop loving you.

I'll miss you
until you're in my arms
again.

Until I know you're mine
again.

Until I see your beautiful face
again.

Until I hear your laugh
again.

You make this all so
worth it,

and I can't wait
to look into your eyes
again.

oh, you might read this?
oh no,
looks like i don't give a ****.

guess i should apologize
for pouring my feelings out there.
guess i'm overreacting again.

oh well.