a wish or command
I've got a war to fight
thoughts bore me
death fills my mind
that disgusting place
I can't turn back
chasing a shadow in the dark
gloomy violin in a well
zombies, how you hypnotized
wounded hearts, next stop
words doesn't mean anything
anymore

raining, gloomy streets
all alone in a thin road
storm wants my soul
not easy to forget
this glorious jail
why always in the dark
dead as a doornail
thus memories can ****
faithless, arrogant but virtuous
a lightning against me
you tell me Mephistopheles

If you wanna be salak
You must have a buyuk yarak
If you wanna be orusbu
Bu bir kotu iliskinin konusu
I speak english not very well
Siktir et amQ bu askercell
Aslında Turkce siir bana yazmak kolay
And i use English sometimes
I wanna be a millioner
Bu hayallerde, ben asker
It's not poem it's our life
I just wanna drink a Turkish cay

beat me up
it's my pleasure
I may stand up,dust myself off

hate me
it sharpens my will
I entered the void, no more fear

attack me
I know, your woodenhead can't dance with my wit
but don't forget can't stitch a brain

Looking for a secret in the cemeteries
Cause that i walk with corpses
Even began with sun and shine
Darkness is where my mind blows

The blind gleam couldn't find
Any liaison between life and death
Double seeing everything
Thoughts are adherent to emotions

Screams coming whence caverns
Forgot what i know so afraid
Horrendous and terrible
I wish a rainbow dragon

I am saying a prayer that i never heard
They are nailing my skull
Turning a deaf ear
I haven't gone crazy yet

the people who i fight for
gave the city just in first day..

This morning walking by the sea
Seen a lady, eyes closed
Lonely, lowly, desperate
Soignée but very thoughtful
I got out of there
Afraid of she discerns me

In your eyes
Have none of another dreams
Careful, not let to wipe memories
Which all belongs to me

Close your eyes if you wish
Just like thinking
No one see you
Before i shot in the head

Even my own eyes begrudging you
How should i let you
Hurt by someone else
Through the blue sky

In the valley of death
The roads that coming to you
Waiting for killers
With an innocent  youth

the real woman
never leaves behind

the real woman
never lies inside

the real woman
never hijacks her eyes

the real woman
never denies

the real woman
it was you..

once, you were my lover  
missing you even near by me
you found another now
have all happiness
leave me in bother
in skein
life's all yours now

throught to hell
passenger of a train
here's the terminal
you will detrain now
i need to smoke

just another day
passing without you
crying something inside me
quietly
me without cure
cure without me
regret, pain, darkness
all mine
just have all happiness

i wish to make happen
that dream we share
any chance
to take my soul
in this train
begging you god
no more dreams

i need to smoke
is there anyone
carries lighter
in the hell

everything i left behind
kills me every night
sun does not mean anything
to this blind lover of death

i was lost in the shadows
convinced the colours of the world
thought forever i own you

my poison, my love, i die
my past, my future, **** me

nothing to say, your heart does
gone and clinged to an other one
my hearth can not take it anymore

my tear, my pain, i die
my calla, my doe, **** me

i am poor, i have done in all
never tried without you
how can it feel aftermath

my rain, my sun, i die
my love, my love,
just **** me..

the long dark
has taken me
can't complain
must pain for my sins
that i never know