If I could have one last day

If everything would fade away

If the world would crumble to blue

Then let my last day be with you



If the skies began to fall

If the end was coming for all

If there was nothing to do

Then let my last day be with you



If the grass blackened and died

If all life had to face their genocide

If all this was coming true

Then let my last day be with you



(copyright Oct 2008...Chris Smith)

Love

is self-inflicted pain

those with broken hearts

must be insane

Gambling

every delicate possession

Dignity, Pride, a fragile Heart

tied in one love confession

It’s a gamble

I’m not willing to take

No, not when

My heart’s at stake

No, not me

I won’t get my hopes flushed

Because love is suicide

and I don’t want my heart crushed

The way the light played across your face
The way it sparkled inside your gentle eyes
The way your hands made feel cherished
The way your wonderful mouth tasted
Dreams are made by your gentle caress
Hopes by the way you can make me forget
All the things I have witnessed
All the horrible places I have been
The desire you fuel, the ****** thoughts you inspire
Till I am nothing more than a smoldering pile
I crave your touch, the way it makes me feel worshiped
I need the way you hold me, as if I am special, unique
Perhaps this is but an addiction
Like a very special drug someone fed to my system
Or rather that I imbibed too much of
And became dependant of the feelings stirred in me
…
The desire that rides, tends, and feeds the fire
Is the thought of lying alone in bed with you
To feel your hands glide along my skin
To feel your kiss upon my breast
The sensation of you nibbling along my ear
Shooting lightning and fire down to my core
All I want is to rake my nails down your back
To hold you close, to hold you still to my attack
To bite your neck, and lick the wound
To laugh and purr as the emotions wind through me
The reality of that moment overwhelming
The knowledge of possession, of you within me
…
The ecstasy of the moment
Truth within a treasured dream
Holding you within my heart
Feeling that missing part to my soul
Reconnect, the wound sealing closed
Knowing that it is you that was missing
Never wanting the building pressure to end
Never wanting to leave this haven we’re in
…
Sighing gently to the night wind
Remembering heaven
And in whose arms it had been
Alone in the silence that is the night
Embracing my memories
Holding myself within precious moments
Gathering the power surrounding me
Compacting and adding until It is ready
Ready for me to send forth with command
To the one man who can hold my hand
…
Inside of you I see my missing soul
With you I see my future unfold
Next to you I see myself forever stand
Beneath you I find the heaven I demand
Without you I see no life at all
Without you I find that my hopes would fall

To you I give my heart,my soul, and mind.                                                                                                     Promising to always love you,always true and kind.                                                                                                               To you I give my all plus each breath I take.                                                                                                         Promising to stand by you through your worst mistakes.                                                                                                           To you I give everything as I place it in your hands.                                                                                                    Promising to always be proud to have you as my man.                                                                                                                  To you I give my arms to hold you every night                                                                                                         Promising to never stray to far from your sight.                                                                                                              To you I give my body and soul til the day it rests in peace                                                                                                      Promising to always be your angel guarding you as you sleep.

I know that you are feeling
Lost and wandering, disconnected, lonely,
Saddened by the scorn of so much pain,
Neglected and rejected without mercy,
Left beside the road out in the rain.

Never for a single, precious moment,
Have I ever once felt faltered in your love so bold,
You reached down deep and made me a rich token,
You reached down deep and warmed me from the cold.

Now you stand there so heartbroken and crying,
And you feel there’s nowhere else left to hide,
But there’s something you must understand, my darling,
You will always be here by my side.

When everything seems bitter and so tasteless,
And tears fall down your cheeks in salty brine,
Remember in the end, my darling angel,
All will be okay in its sweet time.

Now rest your weary head down on my chest dear,
Hear the music of my beating heart,
When you awake there will be no more tears,
For you and I will never, ever part.

In my dreams she is an angel
who comes down to me from the night sky
to sooth a heart that burns like fire
to calm a mind that will not sleep
to calm my fears and tell me that I will love again.

I don't know the end or the start
see time isn't something I can outsmart
but if I may, I'd like to steal your heart
and never let this dream depart
what we have, is unexplainable like beautiful art