i used to wish
for you every
night at 11:11
but now that
i've stayed up
long enough to
even surpass that
time of day i have
realized that in
doing so, I have
wasted over 365
minutes wishing
for you to be
mine.

you are the song
I wish I didn't hear
you are the poem
I wish I didn't write
you are the story
I wish I didn't read
you are the film
I wish I didn't see
you are the sweater
I wish I didn't fit
you are the face
I wish I didn't touch
you are the pillow
I wish I didn't hug
you are a lot of things
I wish I didn't do
but most of all
you are the boy
I wish I didn't love