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62 · Sep 2020
Kismet
Cydney Something Sep 2020
For all of your objections
I have a fierce excuse
A desperate justification
A bribe
And a curse
62 · Nov 2020
Shower Thoughts
Cydney Something Nov 2020
The
Least
Common
Denominator
Is

Me.
59 · Aug 2020
Gin Darling
Cydney Something Aug 2020
how i wish someone would burst in and save me from my total lack of motivation to operate in this sphere
58 · Jul 2020
Sombra del Cielo
Cydney Something Jul 2020
the world isn't designed for all of us, but hopefully we can find a way to exist in it
57 · Oct 2020
High
Cydney Something Oct 2020
But he was the only
Purely joyous part
Of my wretched existence

He leapt into my life
And back out
Like a deer in a clearing

Now he is
Gone
And I am left in my
Wretchedness

Alone
Cydney Something Sep 2020
**** this
*******
I need a drink
I need ****
I need THE SWEET MERCIFUL ANGEL OF DEATH TO FINALLY CALL ME FORTH
LIKE I KNOW I HAVE TO BE PATIENT AND MY TIME WILL COME
BUT LIKE
*******
50 · Oct 2020
Low
Cydney Something Oct 2020
Low
You know that feeling
When you suddenly
Lose all of your light
And energy
And breath
And h o p e
And m o t i v a t i o n?
48 · Oct 2020
Oh,
Cydney Something Oct 2020
Oh,
I get it.
You just wanted my soul
in the form of my
lovesick poetry.
48 · Sep 2020
Wayward- Outside
Cydney Something Sep 2020
She saved me from the smallest box.
The one I'd been confined to for an* eternity. She smiled at me, and I desperately reached for her.
'LET ME OUT!'
And she did. She saved me from the hellish existence of the tiny box.
I didn't quite remember why, but I wanted to be

Outside.

But I had no clue what

Outside

Was.

I'd forgotten in the mind-breaking box. What did it smell like? Sound like? Taste like?
How could I get there?
She put me in a room
With a moving picture
Of

Outside.

I recognized the shapes and shades of it. Just a small picture of it, but recognizable.
In time, I moved throughout a maze of rooms. I learned about
The door.
I hadn't seen that on the way in.
When it opened, I could see it-

Outside.

I knew if I could get close enough,
I could
Escape
For just
A little
While.
One night, I did just that.

I loved night the most.
I could easily move around in the dark without being seen. Or heard. Or even sensed. I was part of the darkness.
She started to panic.
Did she think I would abandon her?
My savior?
No, but I would stay close.
She ultimately tricked me back into the rooms.
Her efforts to prevent my
Escape
Became more vigorous.
She would stare at me
For seconds
Before opening the door.
I would stare back, not challenging her.

My next escape was glorious.
Another person that wasn't her
Left a window
With a broken screen
Open,
And she wasn't in any of the rooms.
I slipped through the screen
And into the day
I felt the
Sun.
I remembered everything.
I wandered the grounds of
The rooms.
I climbed the wall
That separated a network
Of other rooms.
I was

Outside.

I was happy,
But I knew she would worry if
She returned to find me
Missing.
I went back
To realize
There was no way back inside.
The night was getting cold.
I scaled the wall around part of
The grounds
And found a small shelter
From the winds
And prayed she would return soon.

I awoke to the sound of the rustling of my small shelter.
Startled, I ran for the door of the rooms, which sat open.
She was warm,
And so I welcomed her embrace
All the more.

From then on, she trusted me. She knew that I could go

Outside

And return again
To her.
<3

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