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Cydney Something Dec 2020
Nvm
JK
False alarm

He was just *****

LOL
Cydney Something Dec 2020
I told him I was in love with him
And he didn't run
Cydney Something Dec 2020
The frenzied dance
Of his eyes
His hands
His mouth
His heart
And his c o c k

Got me ****** all the way up
Cydney Something Dec 2020
I miss you
And you
Yes, you
You, too

I miss the days
When you looked at me
Like you were
Happy to see me

But my true self
Burned your eyes
With intense black light
And you looked away

One of you said
I'll find someone
Who will give me
Everything

But I never really
Wanted everything
I only wanted
Love
How many ******* ways can I say the same thing before I lose my mind? Let's find out!
Cydney Something Dec 2020
Falling away
Making suicide jokes
Playing dumb
Feeling dumb
Being dumb
Drinking
S m o k i n g
******* strangers
Going to work
Paying my bills
Stayin' alive

So I guess
You could say
That I am
Functioning
Cydney Something Dec 2020
I'd love for something to choose
"Not to be"
For me
Cydney Something Dec 2020
It's gotten so bad that I drove a total of three hours just to sleep next to a boy that isn't complete garbage.
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