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 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
I'd love to see the world form a whole new view
Where the flowers bloomed and the trees grew
Where everything had color
Never washed out by the rain
Everyone smiled
And didn't feel pain
Because it seems as though we are more focused on sadness then our happiness
As though we'd rather hurt than to feel warmth
And maybe it's because it's more comforting to feel lonely
Because being happy would be too good to be true
But if we live like this everyday
We will put ourselves away
And won't come out
To see the light
And feel something more then a cold night
Stuck in darkness for life
So if we have a day where no tears need to drop
Maybe life won't be so tough
 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
I wonder what's worse,
death
Or a world full of hurt
We take the life of someone for granted
because when they're gone
you will sure regret it
 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
Sometimes I feel like drinking all my problems away
Cutting so they bleed away
Blowing them away with the smoke
Killing myself, leaving a note
Sleeping for hours just to pretend they're not there
And when I'm in a normal state
I can't even cry
I don't even know why
I try
I want to let it out
but it's all stuck inside me
so the only way to forget these demons
Is by doing all the bad things
With a big smile
and beating heart
I make it through
Thinking only the good
Just like I should
 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
All untold
All kept inside
A little, small s e c r e t
Told a lie
And as it was whispered
Right through the lips
Carried by the air
Blown in the wind
Right through their ears
Right out their mouth
The s e c r e t once kept inside
Has now begun to sprout
 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
I watched* you fall into what's less than a bottom less pit
I watched as your tears crashed into an ocean but they added nothing to the waters depths
And I think that's how you felt, like no one cared
Your sadness was nothing to them and it blended in
to all the depression that surrounds us
Your smile hiding that sorrow
from within
I watched you run without even moving an inch, but you were so far gone from the world that any pain wouldn't stand a chance
I watched as your cries became lies telling yourself you were fine
I watched it all without ever looking
But what I did watch is you getting better
You started painting pictures
Covering the regret
All you could do
was *forgive and forget
Partially about my sisters life in the past
 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
Here, take my bag of bones and burn them
Make me disappear
Without a trace
Of my existence
You won't miss me when I'm gone
Just admit it
I'm not wrong
Bury me alive
So I can live in darkness
Just for a little while
Until my lungs fill up with blackness
And my cuts are sealed with dirt
And all I'll see is darkness
No more living in hurt
And they say and do things
That slide off my shoulder
But day after day
Those things become boulders
That block my path
from moving forward
So I must break away
Run away
Stay away
And hopefully never return
 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
Fallen
 Jun 2014 Cum here dear
Raven
I've fallen, fallen so deep
trying to pull myself back out
Out of this cave
I've hid myself in
I went to far down the tunnel
I'm lost in complete pitch dark
I bump into walls
trip and fall
Just trying but I fail
And what's worse I'm not even in a cave
This is just my life
And there's no one to blame
No one to blame
but myself

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