I've lost my patience.
As if one day we'll all come around.
I have no patience.
No, sit down
No, sit down and listen to me.
Now you think I'm running.
The shadow moves closer, touches me.
Sand touches hand,
touches life,
touches mind,
touches lies,
touches sky,
it touches.
In a trance I must stand, blood touches.
The insects climbing higher.
The insects don't desire.
They say that the end is coming soon.
Not even a year left to breathe.
The judgment of heaven rain down on me.
Silence is wicked.
Don't bury your head.
Don't reach for the sound.
Our singular conscience may rise from the ground.
We'll hide in the garden instead.
And consider the lord of the monkey is dead.

The day it all became.
The day I got my name.
For all of those to blame.
And those who aren't the same

Faces with no eyes, swallow all the lies.
I would choose death over this.
Flames only cover a kiss.

Power struck these men.
Frozen in checkered halls.
Collecting a steady revenue.

Seizing hands from aimless arms.
Wrecking knees of lesser legs.
Rise against them.
They'll take and they'll take from the people.
Innocent ones like you and me.
They want to make a million.
We want to make one.
Resist and defect as you may.
We will make our our own way.
Conquer this world until the day,
We have created our savior son.
Even if it's all we could have done.
Protect and serve, we are as one.

Confronted and humbled by this being.
I stare searching for meaning.
Try to peer in deep to study.
The surrounding grounds all ******.
Curiosity calls me closer.
I stand before it, arms crossed and guarded.
Before this peculiar moment. I was lost and open.
This empty desert owned it.
For now it seems, I'm chosen. She reaches in to touch me.
My knees no longer hold me.
Submit upon her presence.
I have no more resistance.
She whispers me a secret. As warm and bright as she is.
This light cannot be mine and,
I feel the need to hide and,
before I act I'm taken, challenged by a kiss.
The walls around me fall.
My reflection in eager eyes call. This is the time, the place I should have been so long ago.
And as my mind tears out, I hear the cleansing shout,
“you could be right here without lust, hesitance or fear.”
“Just let her heart touch you
and let her words soak through.
Just follow them right to,
the one thing you share with few.”

I'm born upon the surface with them glaring fearfully.
I stand from my knees, surrounded, confused.
A cool breeze cuts the silence like razors through paper.
No one speaks.
A man steps forward, tall, balanced, without emotion.
I remain without action, completely still.
Hands steady.
Calm and ready to unleash sin upon this man.
He slowly, gently touches my forehead.
His hands warm but coarse.
My legs begin to tremble, I'm frightened.
A light begins to shine as our flesh meets.
Grows brighter, begins to burn.
My mind goes blank, the world goes black.
And I become nothing.

You are the one I love and know.
You keep me far from danger so,
I'll follow you forever.
Every heart filled moment spent.
Everything I have said, I meant.
You and I until the end.
Together all this time we'll bend.
All the ones who told us no,
We beat all of them on our own.
I'll follow you forever.
And as the last sunset fades,
I'll hold and show you all the ways,
This broken man has given all.
Catch you every time you fall.
I'll cherish you forever.
Bite the fights, bite the stones.
Rise against the screams and moans.
For every kiss that we have shared,
It all adds up how much you cared.
I used to think I don't exist.
Now I'm too many things to list.
I was scared, I fled, I ran.
Now I stand before you, a man.
I'll follow you forever.
You and I forever.
No such thing as never.
I love you my own, Forever.

Before I die I must say
That this isn't the only way.
Natural Disasters, biological war masters,
We deal with this **** everyday.

Before I die I must know,
Which is the right way to go?
Your heaven your hell your liberty bell.
I cant see if your friend or foe.

My life has its questions and peoples suggestions,
Too much too fast before I die.

Before I die you must pay.
For everything you took away.
It's too late to try cause now you must die.
Forever in soil you lay.

Before I die I must show,
All the things that you don't know.
I manipulate people, defiled God's steeple
And I'll end this world before I die.

I smell revenge.
It's your turn now.
Time for you to feel.
Although you may be superior.
I hear you weakness calling me.

I want to feel your blood all over me.
You will feel everything you've done to me.

Smells so good.
Feels so good.
I don't want this to end.
I don't want you to die.
I just want you to feel.
I just want you to smell.

Smell my revenge.
Feel your blood.
Do you like this?
Let's play again.

It's just about time you see..
Maybe love is not for me.
Could it be my nervous twitch?
Maybe it's my oxy itch.
Build yourself a padded room,
Big enough for him and you.
Straight jacket gray and used.
Cover up your bad tattoos.
Could It be the way you bailed?
I'm draggin on a coffin nail.
Sent our love away to fly.
But baby I still had to try.
Take it till it's not enough.
Moving on is not so tough.
So karma then would be your prize.
Chew it up with all the lies.
And the people that you thought you knew..
built an army who will despise you.

Don't try to hear me now.
How can silence be so loud?
Through everything I seem to fail.
I'm draggin on a coffin nail.

In this hole.
I've always felt so alone.
I could hardly see,
Until you found me.
Even from so far.
You left me with the perfect scar.
It hurts so good, and I must say,
You and I could rot away.
With you I'll walk anywhere.
Stick red begonias in your hair.

I think you know just what I mean.
The world may not be what it seems.
Thought it to be Magdalena.
Until I learned of you Cristina.

It hurts so good and I must say,
You and I could waste away.
Weakened knees and stuttered heart.
Forget this not, my favorite scar.

Even across states.
You've opened up the flood gates.
And I'm drowning in your love.

The girl that I met, her name was Scarlet.
And she drove a knife straight through my ******* heart.
And then she pulled it right out
Gave me a kiss.
Then the wound healed.
And left a scar...

It feels like I'm awake.
Everything is sort of fake.
I hardly even care.
For every single nightmare.
I'm just a young man who's seen it all.
And whats growing inside you.
Is the last thing I knew.
I know of the things that you conceal.
I cannot tell what is real.
Anymore.
It just repeats inside my head.
I'm sick of this, wish I were dead.
All alone and no one cares.
I still have the same nightmares.
Happy face while I'm awake.
All the things I thought were true for god's sake.
My memories are gone, there's nothing I can keep.
All those things still haunt me while I'm asleep.
If I just refuse to close my eyes.
I'll be happily blinded by all your lies.
What could I do to make this go away?
For all I aspire, I still beg you to stay.
Your crooked smile and subtle smirk.
I distract myself, my life with work.
I'm starting to see where I went wrong.
It actually hasn't been that long.
If I could only be so strong,
to not lose myself within a song...