It's hard to see
But I saw it
The smile
The smirk
As I cry

A bold voice
A shrill scream
A pained smile
A frightened child
A lost world
A forgotten sentence

The rain sparkles on the mountains
Just like the tears sliding down my face
The Earth is spinning round and round
Just like my confused mind

Stormy days
And lightening
Thunder
And rain
Winter is here
Storm brings pain
Snow and sleet
A storm is when
The wind and rain fight
Then it's gone again
Fades into the night

10 days of happieness left
10 days until your all gone
10 days until I cry a river of tears
10 days until my world falls apart
10 days until my last smile
10 days to live life to the full
10 days of happieness left

22 days until I'm out the door
Leaveing forever
Not coming back
I'm leaving my life behind
I will have to recreate myself
I fit in here but now in leaving
So terrified that I'll be a misfit
I just hope I fit in
Get excepted for being me
Saying goodbye is looming
And my nerves heat booms
My pulse thumping in my head
I don't want to say goodbye
But I have to
So I'll just make my last 22 days count

Losing a friend
Losing a smile
Losing a laugh
Losing a sister
Losing a fighter
Losing a Bff
Losing you

Alone in the dark
No hope
Of finding home

The wind in the trees
A cold chilling gale
Wind wiping around her

A glimmer of light
A taste of hope
All drowned out by the snow

A cold frozen body lying on the ground
The figure of the girl lay still

Little bird
Up up so hight
Higher you fly
Up in the sky

You fly into a window
And die
Little bird
Up not so high
On the ground
Not in the sky

I'm a black hole
******* in people who get to close
Hurting them because I can't help it
I'm dieing just like the star that created me
I'm a black hole

The glinting blade
Red blood will fade
Death by silver stick

Lye down on
thy cold stone
Darkness seeps
into your bone
The blades edge
sharp and thick

The sun sinks low
Is rays blood red
As you lye still
on your stone bed

Born from nature
We rise from the dirt
Awake and ready
Alert and strong
Standing to fight
Prepared for battle

The wind is a force
As is the sun
The light is gone
Banish all fun
We turned the world
Made it change
It looks so different
Fells so strange

I'm a mear ghost
A wisper on the wind
I'm a dieing flame
A pile of ashes
I can't play this game
It's burning up my insides
Charcoal smile

Wandering through the smokey air
No shoes, her blistered feet where bear
The snow falling on to the frosty river
She stood on the bridge and with a shiver
She dove into the arctic rage
Her face, as white as a newly printed page
The water pulled her down on to the rocks
Washing away all memories of chains and locks
She spun down to the depths that day
Never again to see the suns warm ray

I’m alone in the dark
I’m nocturnal you see
No one at all will talk to me
They are all asleep
Not even a peep
Will come out of their mouths

The light went out
I can't see in the dark
For help I shout
No one comes
I begin to doubt

Stone will sink
Bird will fly
Blood is red
You will die

Soul of death
Decide your fate
As you reach
To open hells gate

Fighting brings us all down
Makes us all feel at fault
And so we should
Playing the blame game?
Just except it's your problem too
It takes two people to have a fight
So two must be a fault if not more

5 days and 1 night
Happiness ends in time
Sadly I know when
In 5 days we part
Say goodbye
Get our hearts broken
By a force we created
It's called friendship
It's stronger than metal
Yet weaker than a petal
And I love it
Live my life because of it
So thanks to all the friends
You make living worth it :)

Stars are bright
There my light
They guide me through
The darkened night

Soon my stars will fade
I will have to find a light
To replace them
To guide me through
The soon pitch black night

Lost in a world of frost and snow
No one to here you, no where to go
Dressed in a mere strip of cloth
Nothing around not even a moth
The Snow was as white as a blank page
The little girl sat drained of all but rage
The Father a found his little girl
Frozen as white as a mother pearl

I did expect it to be so hard
Saying goodbye
It's heart breaking to see you float away
I wish we could stay together
But we're drifting apart as it is
You seeking happieness
Me seeking hope
Your going with the flow
I'm swimming upstream
Tears are my only truth
Words are yours
Yet you never speak them
My tears always make an appearance
Do we know each other I wonder
I hope we do because we don't have anymore time to learn

The light that shone from the moon
Made me feel I’d given up to soon
The icy snow fell around me
I squint my eyes and try to see
But the snow is falling to thick and fast
And theres no way I will be able to see past
The cascading waterfall of sleet
All of it melting at my feet
The coldness was to much for me
I finally left and I became free

I feel useless, unimportant, not wanted
I feel pain, anger, sorrow
I fell weak, stupid, mental
I feel tears rolling down my cheeks
I feel anger boiling in my chest
I feel so sad, unhappy, depressed
I feel hate towards you, but also love
I'm  confused, unsure which turn to take

Your happy smile
Your darkened heart
Your emotions deep
I can't understand
Your so much like me
You act a clown to hide it
As I do
That's why you aren't my friend
Your my saviour

I will miss this place
All it cracks and dents
I will miss the peace
I will miss the freedom
I will miss my friends
But most of all
I will miss you

I'm running so fast
I can't see the landscape
What if I'm in the wrong place
What if I **** a wrong turn
I wish to go back to the past

At the start I was sure I new the way
But now Im worried I messed up
Stepped onto the wrong road
I wish I could just stay

It's not far
Your lies
Do you care
Look into my eyes
Tell me the truth
Don't lie to me
Is this you I see
Do I now you
I think I do
It's not fair
You lie

Life is like a drug
Your high when your on it
And down when your not
Lows and highs
Feels like your flying
Feels like your drowning
Feels like you don't know
Wake up thinking high or low?
Up or down?
How is my mood today?
How will my day be?
What can I do to feel happy?
Will I smile will I frown?
All questions we can't aswer until the day is over

In the Autum
Leaves fall
In winter
Snow falls
In summer
Waves chrash
In spring
Flowers bloom
In the end
We all fall
Just like leaves
Like paper
Crumpled and broken

The little girl sat in the gutter, like a rat
A match flickering in her left hand
She lifted her leg but failed to stand
She stayed in the gutter
She said her prayers in a mutter
And she lay down to sleep

The morning brought traffic and the first cars saw,
a girl lying in the gutter outside the grocers door
The frozen little body was as blue as the sky
And it was missing a leg and one big green eye

Im lost in the happiness of my pairs
Trying to smile, trying to live
Im lost I cant find a way out
Someone through me a rope
Pull me out of this endless pit

Fire in my soul
Death in my eyes
My enemy is me
This I dispise

You keep me on the edge
You hold me there
You don't let me fall
I know that you care

Soul not mind
Death you’ll find
Blood not rain
We are not sane
The rapids burn
The rapids churn
Screams piece the air
That you can’t here
The ghostly wail
It will never fail
To invade your mind

You help me stay here
You keep me alive
You are the light at the end of a dark tunnel
You are not a friend
You are my saviour
And soon you will be snatched from me

What if I made the wrong choice
What if I can't live will out them
The people who know me
My friends, I'll never have better ones
They hold me together, keep me sane

A starry night
A whispering wind
The moons shimmering light

A glint of silver
A blood curdling scream
A left and then a right

A pool of blood
And a dollop of cream
The light of day saw,
the girl who'd died with out a
fight just the night before

Hollow heart
Stricken brain
Deathly spirit
Mental pain

Light not there

Up and down we go on this ride
Sometimes I think I want it to end but then I look at you and think would I really want to lose her
I don't think I've ever really wanted to see you go that's why I cry when we fight, smile when you say you care, fell warm when you hug me and fell cold when you don't
Missing you was always going to be but I just can't see myself smile with out you on my arm

Tears ran down her face
A face that was black as tar
Because of all her bruises
And that dreadful month old scar

He hit her again
And a new surge of pain
Ran through her already grazed face
She fell to the ground
With a bone crunching sound
And a scream escaped her lips
Her pail skin covered in rips

She stayed on the ground
She couldn’t escape
She tried to believe she wasn’t awake
And with one last hit she wasn’t

You replaced me before I left
I see you together, your perfect
Laughing to the same tune
No was blind to it all until now
Together you are amazing
Apart you are my friends
Your perfect for each other
Perfect Best Friends

Sure I've been there
In that pit of blackness
And I'll go there again
Because at such a young age I fell
Drowning in my feelings
But we can all pullq through
Fight till the end
So we can say to our selfs
That we pull through
And get that felling of happieness

Hound of blood
Velvet red snow
Red liquid flood
Deaths wind blow

They shoved us into the chamber
The soul in me was gone
My heart kept betting against my will
I have the urge I need to ****
A gun shot sounded in the room
I look at my gun had that caused that boom
I fell to the ground a hole in my hart
It was my time, I needed to part

I give so much light
Yet dark is all that returns
I fill the world with happiness
Yet I am sadder than ever
The smile on my face covers up my scars
No one but you can make my smile true
I will miss smiling

You stole my heart
Blood and all
You will keep it when Im gone
In your wake my broken bones
I flow away like lava, heavy like stones

Talk to me
I'm losing you
Help me
I don't want to
I watch you smile
While I frown
I watch you laugh
While I drown