Tears are salty, bitter, pointless
I hate the felling they give me
I fell weak, blind, dead
So why do they keep falling from my eyes

I'm confused
I'm unsure of who you are
Your words cut deeper than you think
I don't now if your words are true
All I know is that your you
I can't change who you are
I'm not even going to try
My only question is why?
Why do you mess me around
Just give me a message loud and clear
Tell me so I can hear

Tell me your feelings let me in
I'm knocking on your door
I'm here for you always
Tell me if your ok
I'm here for you stubbornly waiting
You know I'll keep asking until you say
So just tell me straight out in the first place
I know soon we will be divided
Painfully ripped apart
That's my fault, I'm sorry
But why should I be
It's not like were best friends

My life has not been taken by its owner like I thought
I'm glad I'm still here because life has gotten better
My hope has gotten stronger
I will survive, I will stand strong
Although I think the worst is over I doubt that it is, I just hope I have people like you guys to stop me falling into a grave dug by myself
You kept my life, your my motivation to survive, I stand here today because of my friends, family and teachers
Thank you for not burying me

A cold chilling frost is in the air
I look up and see the first icy stair
I walk up and up to a very high hight
I guide my soul through the cold winter night
The clouds are right at my finger tips
The freezing cold breeze kissing my lips
A halo of gold placed on my head
I will never again taste the sweetness of bread
This night is the last I will see of my house
As I climb the icy stairs, quiet as a mouse

Light from the yellow ball in the sky
Leaves you golden brown
Or bright red
It's beautiful, the sun
Yet the power it holds
It's frightning
It could hurt you
It could give you that golden glow
The sun is a lot like me
Unpredictable and dangerous
It burns some, yet leaves others unharmed
It's the ones standing to close to me
The ones who don't cover them selfs
That get the full power of my rays

I wish we could wind back time
Forget the lies and tears
Relive the fun and laughter
But we can't, we can't turn back time
But we can live today as its one of our last

Misty death
Dampened fate
Rotting tree
Rusty gate

Silver mirror
Tarnished ring
Hollow soul
Bell chimes sing

If you smile
It doesn't mean your happy
If you laugh
It doesn't mean you find it funny
If you say it's fine it means is not
If cry it doesn't mean your sad
If you leave someone
It doesn't mean you dont love them
It means is so hard you have to do it slowly, push them away, so when the time comes to say goodbye it's not as hard
It's human nature and we can't help it
I just want to say I love you all

I cry inside
There emotion will hide
I can not let you in
It's to dark to sad
I'm sorry I love you
People close to me get hurt
But the closest to me sink with me

Sweet, ******, nutty, kind
Anja, Rose, Molly and Liana
In my heart forever
A sweet friendship
And an amazing one
Tears fall for you all
I'm going to miss your smiles
Your different and strang laughs
And the fun times that will stay with me forever
I wish to say goodbye in person not in a card
So goodbye it is
Goodbye friends

Like the honey from bees
Like the syrup from Maypole trees
You are sweet and sticky
Like the stalk of a flower
Like a crumbling castles tower
You stand tall yet wilt
Like the green of a leaf
Like the white of teeth
It would look weird with out you

Eyes, the window to the soul
Death, an endless pitch black hole
Blood, a story red and thick
Love, a burnt out candle wick

It's so dark in here
So cold and lifeless
It's not fair
Why is my heart made of stone
I wish it was loving
Not a lump of rock
Not a bomb ready to go of
Why m I wish I was caring
I wish I was loveable
Everything I'm not

I'm crying because I know
I know I'm gone, lost
I was always so stronge
But I now fell so weak
So pointless and dumb
The tears that fall from my eyes
There for you, I'm sorry I love you
I'm sorry I'm drowning, sinking
I love you Molly

Your head still held high
Though tears run down your face
Red bloodshot eyes beg to look down
But you raise your head
Convince them you are strong
Your vision never strays from your destination
Their words bring you down
The insults and abuse
Who new you'd just walk on by
I sertently didn't
And now I'm walking down the hall
Tears spilling down my face
My head bowed low
Horrer in my eyes as I hear their voices
I think no wonder you didn't make it

The wind in the trees
Leaves rustling in the breeze
Water rushing down the river
So cold it makes you shiver
Nature is so beautiful
So fresh, so new
The sun is shining
Just like you

Curly bomb shell
Blond sassy girl
Smiling eyes
A friend
A darling
Kind and huggable
Like a soft teddy bear

It's so dark in here
So cold and lifeless
It's not fair
Why is my heart made of stone
I wish it was loving
Not a lump of rock
Not a bomb ready to go of
Why me, I wish I was caring
I wish I was loveable
Everything I'm not

Dead heart
Yet fiery eyes
Can you find me
Do you even understand
I try to open up
Yet my fear is of people finding out
I need to push past this barrier
Tell them how I fell but I cant
So I use my writing to get it out in the open

Sickly sweet
The friendship we have
It's  like eating to much candy
and feeling sick
That's our friendship
That's how all yours will turn out
And all mine will do the same
Because that's who we are
And that's how we roll
Being friends with you
Was my favourite mistake
And my most painful one
But for that I thank you
You made me a stronger person
And I will always care about you
You will also be my hardest goodbye
And my most painful one

I put on a brave face
Covering my feelings
You'd never know would you
Never figer it out
For that resson I'm afraid
I'm worried for my future

In a life we will live
In this world we will laugh
But also yell and cry
On this planet we a traped
If we wish to get out we must die
But many are afraid of what's on the other side for them
What if they are gone for ever
What if after life is a lie

There's red in the sky
I wonder who died tonight
Feeling so free as they rise
Today I fly high but not to the sky
Today I live
Unlike the person who caused that red upon the blue
I wonder who died tonight
Was the sadness in me
I wonder who died tonight
I hope they left feeling free

Thunder, wind, rain
All the affects of friendship
Rain being tears
Thunder being loud voices
Wind being hurtful words
The storm that comes with blue sky
All worth it though
All the tears are worth it
All the hurt voices are worth it
All the Brocken hearts are worth it
There all worth it for one happy day with you

Face the storm
Brace your self
The howling gale
The ice cold rain
Falling just like you

Your heart of stone
Drags you down
Faster and faster
I see you tumble
Then cast myself
down with you