I wish we could wind back time
Forget the lies and tears
Relive the fun and laughter
But we can't, we can't turn back time
But we can live today as its one of our last

Fighting brings us all down
Makes us all feel at fault
And so we should
Playing the blame game?
Just except it's your problem too
It takes two people to have a fight
So two must be a fault if not more

I'm a black hole
******* in people who get to close
Hurting them because I can't help it
I'm dieing just like the star that created me
I'm a black hole

Talk to me
I'm losing you
Help me
I don't want to
I watch you smile
While I frown
I watch you laugh
While I drown

Lost in a world of frost and snow
No one to here you, no where to go
Dressed in a mere strip of cloth
Nothing around not even a moth
The Snow was as white as a blank page
The little girl sat drained of all but rage
The Father a found his little girl
Frozen as white as a mother pearl

Curly bomb shell
Blond sassy girl
Smiling eyes
A friend
A darling
Kind and huggable
Like a soft teddy bear

Wandering through the smokey air
No shoes, her blistered feet where bear
The snow falling on to the frosty river
She stood on the bridge and with a shiver
She dove into the arctic rage
Her face, as white as a newly printed page
The water pulled her down on to the rocks
Washing away all memories of chains and locks
She spun down to the depths that day
Never again to see the suns warm ray

I'm a mear ghost
A wisper on the wind
I'm a dieing flame
A pile of ashes
I can't play this game
It's burning up my insides
Charcoal smile

Little bird
Up up so hight
Higher you fly
Up in the sky

You fly into a window
And die
Little bird
Up not so high
On the ground
Not in the sky

There's red in the sky
I wonder who died tonight
Feeling so free as they rise
Today I fly high but not to the sky
Today I live
Unlike the person who caused that red upon the blue
I wonder who died tonight
Was the sadness in me
I wonder who died tonight
I hope they left feeling free

Like the honey from bees
Like the syrup from Maypole trees
You are sweet and sticky
Like the stalk of a flower
Like a crumbling castles tower
You stand tall yet wilt
Like the green of a leaf
Like the white of teeth
It would look weird with out you

What if I made the wrong choice
What if I can't live will out them
The people who know me
My friends, I'll never have better ones
They hold me together, keep me sane

The glinting blade
Red blood will fade
Death by silver stick

Lye down on
thy cold stone
Darkness seeps
into your bone
The blades edge
sharp and thick

The sun sinks low
Is rays blood red
As you lye still
on your stone bed

Light from the yellow ball in the sky
Leaves you golden brown
Or bright red
It's beautiful, the sun
Yet the power it holds
It's frightning
It could hurt you
It could give you that golden glow
The sun is a lot like me
Unpredictable and dangerous
It burns some, yet leaves others unharmed
It's the ones standing to close to me
The ones who don't cover them selfs
That get the full power of my rays

The light that shone from the moon
Made me feel I’d given up to soon
The icy snow fell around me
I squint my eyes and try to see
But the snow is falling to thick and fast
And theres no way I will be able to see past
The cascading waterfall of sleet
All of it melting at my feet
The coldness was to much for me
I finally left and I became free

Soul not mind
Death you’ll find
Blood not rain
We are not sane
The rapids burn
The rapids churn
Screams piece the air
That you can’t here
The ghostly wail
It will never fail
To invade your mind

The light went out
I can't see in the dark
For help I shout
No one comes
I begin to doubt

Eyes, the window to the soul
Death, an endless pitch black hole
Blood, a story red and thick
Love, a burnt out candle wick

A starry night
A whispering wind
The moons shimmering light

A glint of silver
A blood curdling scream
A left and then a right

A pool of blood
And a dollop of cream
The light of day saw,
the girl who'd died with out a
fight just the night before

22 days until I'm out the door
Leaveing forever
Not coming back
I'm leaving my life behind
I will have to recreate myself
I fit in here but now in leaving
So terrified that I'll be a misfit
I just hope I fit in
Get excepted for being me
Saying goodbye is looming
And my nerves heat booms
My pulse thumping in my head
I don't want to say goodbye
But I have to
So I'll just make my last 22 days count

Misty death
Dampened fate
Rotting tree
Rusty gate

Silver mirror
Tarnished ring
Hollow soul
Bell chimes sing

Sure I've been there
In that pit of blackness
And I'll go there again
Because at such a young age I fell
Drowning in my feelings
But we can all pullq through
Fight till the end
So we can say to our selfs
That we pull through
And get that felling of happieness

Losing a friend
Losing a smile
Losing a laugh
Losing a sister
Losing a fighter
Losing a Bff
Losing you

Thunder, wind, rain
All the affects of friendship
Rain being tears
Thunder being loud voices
Wind being hurtful words
The storm that comes with blue sky
All worth it though
All the tears are worth it
All the hurt voices are worth it
All the Brocken hearts are worth it
There all worth it for one happy day with you

Stone will sink
Bird will fly
Blood is red
You will die

Soul of death
Decide your fate
As you reach
To open hells gate

A cold chilling frost is in the air
I look up and see the first icy stair
I walk up and up to a very high hight
I guide my soul through the cold winter night
The clouds are right at my finger tips
The freezing cold breeze kissing my lips
A halo of gold placed on my head
I will never again taste the sweetness of bread
This night is the last I will see of my house
As I climb the icy stairs, quiet as a mouse

Sweet, ******, nutty, kind
Anja, Rose, Molly and Liana
In my heart forever
A sweet friendship
And an amazing one
Tears fall for you all
I'm going to miss your smiles
Your different and strang laughs
And the fun times that will stay with me forever
I wish to say goodbye in person not in a card
So goodbye it is
Goodbye friends

Your head still held high
Though tears run down your face
Red bloodshot eyes beg to look down
But you raise your head
Convince them you are strong
Your vision never strays from your destination
Their words bring you down
The insults and abuse
Who new you'd just walk on by
I sertently didn't
And now I'm walking down the hall
Tears spilling down my face
My head bowed low
Horrer in my eyes as I hear their voices
I think no wonder you didn't make it

You help me stay here
You keep me alive
You are the light at the end of a dark tunnel
You are not a friend
You are my saviour
And soon you will be snatched from me

10 days of happieness left
10 days until your all gone
10 days until I cry a river of tears
10 days until my world falls apart
10 days until my last smile
10 days to live life to the full
10 days of happieness left

I did expect it to be so hard
Saying goodbye
It's heart breaking to see you float away
I wish we could stay together
But we're drifting apart as it is
You seeking happieness
Me seeking hope
Your going with the flow
I'm swimming upstream
Tears are my only truth
Words are yours
Yet you never speak them
My tears always make an appearance
Do we know each other I wonder
I hope we do because we don't have anymore time to learn

A bold voice
A shrill scream
A pained smile
A frightened child
A lost world
A forgotten sentence

Stars are bright
There my light
They guide me through
The darkened night

Soon my stars will fade
I will have to find a light
To replace them
To guide me through
The soon pitch black night

Stormy days
And lightening
Thunder
And rain
Winter is here
Storm brings pain
Snow and sleet
A storm is when
The wind and rain fight
Then it's gone again
Fades into the night

You replaced me before I left
I see you together, your perfect
Laughing to the same tune
No was blind to it all until now
Together you are amazing
Apart you are my friends
Your perfect for each other
Perfect Best Friends

Sickly sweet
The friendship we have
It's  like eating to much candy
and feeling sick
That's our friendship
That's how all yours will turn out
And all mine will do the same
Because that's who we are
And that's how we roll
Being friends with you
Was my favourite mistake
And my most painful one
But for that I thank you
You made me a stronger person
And I will always care about you
You will also be my hardest goodbye
And my most painful one

In a life we will live
In this world we will laugh
But also yell and cry
On this planet we a traped
If we wish to get out we must die
But many are afraid of what's on the other side for them
What if they are gone for ever
What if after life is a lie

Born from nature
We rise from the dirt
Awake and ready
Alert and strong
Standing to fight
Prepared for battle

The little girl sat in the gutter, like a rat
A match flickering in her left hand
She lifted her leg but failed to stand
She stayed in the gutter
She said her prayers in a mutter
And she lay down to sleep

The morning brought traffic and the first cars saw,
a girl lying in the gutter outside the grocers door
The frozen little body was as blue as the sky
And it was missing a leg and one big green eye

Face the storm
Brace your self
The howling gale
The ice cold rain
Falling just like you

Your heart of stone
Drags you down
Faster and faster
I see you tumble
Then cast myself
down with you

They shoved us into the chamber
The soul in me was gone
My heart kept betting against my will
I have the urge I need to ****
A gun shot sounded in the room
I look at my gun had that caused that boom
I fell to the ground a hole in my hart
It was my time, I needed to part

It's not far
Your lies
Do you care
Look into my eyes
Tell me the truth
Don't lie to me
Is this you I see
Do I now you
I think I do
It's not fair
You lie

In the Autum
Leaves fall
In winter
Snow falls
In summer
Waves chrash
In spring
Flowers bloom
In the end
We all fall
Just like leaves
Like paper
Crumpled and broken

Tears ran down her face
A face that was black as tar
Because of all her bruises
And that dreadful month old scar

He hit her again
And a new surge of pain
Ran through her already grazed face
She fell to the ground
With a bone crunching sound
And a scream escaped her lips
Her pail skin covered in rips

She stayed on the ground
She couldn’t escape
She tried to believe she wasn’t awake
And with one last hit she wasn’t

Dead heart
Yet fiery eyes
Can you find me
Do you even understand
I try to open up
Yet my fear is of people finding out
I need to push past this barrier
Tell them how I fell but I cant
So I use my writing to get it out in the open

Fire in my soul
Death in my eyes
My enemy is me
This I dispise

You keep me on the edge
You hold me there
You don't let me fall
I know that you care

Alone in the dark
No hope
Of finding home

The wind in the trees
A cold chilling gale
Wind wiping around her

A glimmer of light
A taste of hope
All drowned out by the snow

A cold frozen body lying on the ground
The figure of the girl lay still

I put on a brave face
Covering my feelings
You'd never know would you
Never figer it out
For that resson I'm afraid
I'm worried for my future

I feel useless, unimportant, not wanted
I feel pain, anger, sorrow
I fell weak, stupid, mental
I feel tears rolling down my cheeks
I feel anger boiling in my chest
I feel so sad, unhappy, depressed
I feel hate towards you, but also love
I'm  confused, unsure which turn to take